Waiting for my destiny

Looking into the horizon

awaiting my destiny

My future …a cruel joke, worst case scenario

To be what I fear most

all what I hate and fight against

Why couldn't I just be a good soldier?

The best my dad could imagine

Why can't I just be a good big bro?

The kind Sammy needs and deserves

Why can't I dream of a better life?

It's too late now

My destiny is calling

Dark shadows await me

As the evil within me grows

Hell is beckoning my name

And I'm scared to dead.