Author's Note: Okay first off sorry about not updating any of my other fic's, I've been really sick for the last three months so I haven't had a lot of time to write. Cause on the days I've been feeling good, I have to do a whole lotta make up work for school, which thank god is over in like a week! So I only planned for this fic to be a one shot but I guess my mind had other ideas cause it took it in a completely different way than I intended it to go. So yeah hope you enjoy it!

Disclaimer: So I don't own TM, so basically nothing has changed.


It has been weeks since Teresa Lisbon's life was actually where she wanted it to be. Jane and herself finally pulled their heads out of their asses and told each other they loved one another. They had flown back to Austin where the couple went to find a house to live in together. It took a few weeks until they found the perfect home. It was two stories with a large backyard, where she hoped that her and Jane's future children would run and play. It was four bedrooms and three and a half baths. It was an open floor plan, the front door opened to a foyer which as you walked passed an office closed off by French doors. Which opened up at the end of the hall to a huge kitchen that contained a island in the center. It connected on one side to the family room and the other the dining room. It was perfect for them, it was ten minutes away from the FBI and was located in one if the best school districts in Austin.

The first day after the couple had gotten back from Miami, they had both been called into Abbotts office for a talk. Which contained a whole lot of Jane lying through his teeth and a ton of double meaning from both sides of the desk. To say the least Lisbon couldn't remember the last time she was so happy.

As the weeks turned to months, Lisbon was growing impatient with Jane. She would bring up the idea of kids and he would swat it away without any reasoning. She would bring up marriage, the same thing happened again. She loved him but he was a horrible communicator and it was pissing her off.

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It took him twelve years to finally tell the woman he loved, he loved her. Now she was moving too fast for him or maybe he was moving too slow. It was hard for him he wanted to please her, he wanted to give her every wish she desired but he couldn't. He didn't understand why but he still felt the betrayal to Angela. And when Lisbon brought up having kids, he now thought he was betraying Charlotte by moving on without her. Would Teresa allow their children to know they had an older sister who was killed. Would she allow them to know their Father had a life before them, before he met their Mother. Would she allow it?

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"Teresa, can we talk?" Jane asked from living room to the kitchen were Lisbon was making dinner.

"Sure, what about?" Lisbon asked as she dried her hands off on a towel and went to sit next to him on the couch. Jane put his arm around Lisbon and pulled her into a hug, and kissed her hair.

"I know." Jane said trying not to look into Lisbon's direction so he averted his eyes to the TV show he was watching about animals.

Lisbon didn't look at him avoided his eyes as he did hers and focused them on the TV.

"Teresa…" Jane said after a few minutes of silence.

"Sorry, please don't be mad. I didn't mean for it to happen." Lisbon said standing up, and began pacing back and forth in front of the TV.

"I'm scared, not mad. It's not like it's only your fault. It take two to make one." Jane smiled as he pulled out a pregnancy test.

Teresa smiled and ran to the love of her life and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around her and help her for awhile. His fears were still there but they were subsided when he thought of the baby he and Lisbon were expecting.

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Lisbon was happy that Jane had found her pregnancy test in the trash, so it wasn't hard for her to tell him they were having a baby that she wasn't sure he wanted or not. As the first month went by, it was becoming clear that Jane was excited about the baby. Yet Lisbon could tell he was holding back on something. She wanted on multiple occasions to try and ask him, but she could never find the right time.

Jane was becoming more and more adamant about Lisbon telling Abbott about her pregnancy, so he could put her on desk duty. Lisbon on the other hand wasn't about to tell anymore about the baby. For one thing she was at a higher risk for losing their child and didn't want to tell people she was pregnant then have to take it back. She wasn't about to tell anyone about the baby until she reached her second trimester.

As Lisbon arrived to work at her normal hour, leaving Jane at home still in bed. She sat at her desk, while people started to arrive to work. Even at the CBI she wanted to be there first to make sure everything would go her way. Which never happened when Jane was involved as she learned throughout the years, but she continued to try even though it was useless. Cho had showed up a few minutes after her, they exchanged hellos then he went to the break room to fill up his coffee. Lisbon took a drink from her travel mug, which was filled with water due to limited caffeine intake while pregnant. Cho didn't question her if she wanted coffee as he saw the mug and assumed it was already filled with the liquid the woman couldn't live without.

Jane arrived at the FBI about an hour after the rest of the unit had arrived and started their work day. From the moment he walked out of the elevator, she could tell something was off. She wasn't sure what it was exactly but he was definitely not himself.

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He was scared, he had never been this scared since he saw his wife and daughter dead. The thing was he wasn't filled with rage this time and he wasn't going to seek revenge. He was just a scared man, who was too shocked to do anything else but worry. His old self would have come up with a plan by now. He would have already gone behind Lisbon's back, but now he was different. Now he had a new family he had to worry about, it wasn't just him anymore; it was Teresa, their baby and him.

Jane walked over to his couch and laid down. He could feel Lisbon's eyes burn into him, but he couldn't look at her. He needed to clear his mind, he needed to talk to someone but he couldn't talk to Lisbon about this, she was already high risk and any unneeded stress added to her wouldn't be good for the baby. He was stuck, there was Wiley, Cho, Abbott or even Fisher he could speak with, but he wasn't ready to face this yet and he was afraid to share.

Cho had noticed Jane wasn't himself, he saw Lisbon battling with herself internally on whether or not to talk with Jane. Cho was done with their non communication, he decided to take it into his own hands, and asked what Lisbon needed to know.

"Talk." Cho said straight faced from his desk. All heads in the room turned to him but Jane's. Jane didn't respond, he knew the question was directed to him but he didn't want to speak.

"Jane talk." Cho repeated.

"Talk about what, the weather. Well if you insist, I'd say it's a tad too dry here and it's getting rather hot outside 100's isn't my cup of tea if you ask me. I prefer California weather to Texas'." Jane spoke trying to get people to stop looking in his direction.

"Dammit Jane enough, tell me what the hell is wrong with you!" Lisbon said getting irritated with Jane avoiding Cho's question.

"Teresa..please not now." Jane said in a quiet voice which was only meant for Lisbon to hear.

"No Jane now." Lisbon said a little too loudly, allowing the room to refocus their attention onto the couple.

"Teresa this isn't the time!" Jane said trying to remain calm, he was starting to become irritated.

"I swear to god you tell me what the hell is wrong with you or I'll leave!" Lisbon spoke with realizing what she had said. She was too angry to care what was being said she just wanted to know answers.

The argument continued to grow in anger, the yelling could be heard across the building. There were things being said that neither had them ever meant. Lisbon threw a stapler at Jane who had gotten out of the way in time and it landed on the couch. People were beginning to get scared that the fight would become physical, Wiley had ran across the building to find Abbott who was in a meeting. While Wiley was away, Cho and Fisher tried to control Jane and Lisbon. They separated them putting them on opposite sides of the room, but they yelling and the swearing continued. As Fisher held onto Lisbon guiding her into a chair as far away as she could get her away from Jane. Lisbon began sobbing, she couldn't help it the sobbs were horrible and she couldn't stop. Eventually she would blame it on her hormones but at the time she forgot she was even pregnant.


Please don't hate me, next chapter I will have everything resolved so don't worry. Also I'd like to know whether or not y'all want Jane and Lisbon's baby to be a boy or a girl! Please review and follow and whatever else ya wanna do it always makes my day/night!

TBC….