Author's Note: So, I thought of this little tidbit on the way to our school's regional finals football game (we lost, if you were wondering). I thought of the song later on while listening to my Paramore CD. The song is "My Heart" by Paramore, off their CD, RIOT! I suggest listening to it while reading this; it fits perfectly. Actually, listening to the song while thinking of this story made me cry. Pretty sad really lol. Don't own Harry Potter, never will. BTW: Ratings and reviews are appreciated, as they can make me a better writer.
Lily - ever since that day I called you a mudblood, I've spent my life trying to get you to see how much you mean to me. Every step I've taken, every move I've made, has been to bring me closer to you.
I befriended you.
I let you confide all your thoughts and secrets to me (though none were about me).
I offered you my shoulder to cry over James.
I helped you calm down before you went on your first date with James.
I never retaliated when James and Sirius humiliated and hurt me.
I attended your wedding to James Potter. I told you I was happy for you.
I made a vow to protect your son. He had your eyes.
After your death, I became a spy for Dumbledore.
I kept my double role from Voldemort until the very end. Even then, I told Harry everything.
I kept Harry alive and safe so he could kill Voldemort and have a normal life (like you wanted).
I know you probably never noticed, but you were everything to me. Everything I did, I did for you. Your eyes, your laughter, and your personality will forever be ingrained on my heart. My heart is yours. Only one question remains: Have I earned your love yet?
I am finding out that maybe I
was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone
Stay with me, this is what I need, please?
Sing us a song and we'll
sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be
without you?
I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since
I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope
This time I will be listening.
Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to
you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?
This
heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats
for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My
heart is yours
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My
heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)
This heart, it
beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart
is yours (My heart is yours)
This heart, it beats, beats for
only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart,
my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade
away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My
heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My
heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please
don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart is...
