Disclaimers: I don't own Gunda Wing so don't sue me. And I don't own the song call Magic's In The Makeup by No Doubt so don't sue me either.

Author's Notes: I got this idea while writing my own dairy. (which I am not going to release because I'm a hentai) And after buying the No Doubt cd. And I decided to write a dairy for a Gundam Wing character just pertending to be him/her. And after I listens to the cd endless times (I lost count ok?) I came up with writing Heero a dairy so I am messing to 01's psyche so what? Enjoy!!!

Warnings: This fic might contain some disturbing sences later on so don't read if you don't plan to finish the series, mild shounen-ai hint, might be a lemon later on if I have the time to write it.

Me

Dairy,

Sometimes it's hard for you to love someone when you don't even have someone to love. Well at least that's what my life it's about. I didn't think about it till now. All my life I've been trying to be perfect, to be what everybody wanted me to be. But now I don't even know who I am anymore. Of course you would say that it's not possible but to me it is.
I am sick of everybody asking me to do what I don't want to do. Maybe someday I will find myself again but until then I am just going to be what everybody thinks that I am, a dispassionate, cold, unfeeling persong who only thinks about his missions. But they have no idea who I am! I can only express myself throught this dairy. Hey I'm doing pretty well for my first time writing a dairy. Until then ja ne.
Heero

Dairy,

Can you tell I'm faking it?
But I want to be myself
A conterfeit disposition
Can't be good for my health
So many different faces
Depending on the different phases
My personality changes
I'm a chameleon
There's more than one dimension
I can fool you and attract attention
camouflage my nature
Let me demonstrate...

Makeup's all off
Who am I?
Magic's in the make up
Who am I?

If you bore me then I'm comfortable
If you interest me I'm scared
My attreaction paralyzes me
No courage to show my ture colors that exist
But I want to be the real thing
But if you catch my eye can't be authentic
The one's I la=oath are the one's that know me the best

My makeup's all off
Who am I?
Magic's in the make up
Who am I?

I think that this song descirbe me the most. But I don't wear make up only a mask to make me seems cold. Do you know where I got the song? It's that loud mouth baka, Duo. I am sure I haven't tell you about him yet right? Well he's not really a loud mouth baka it's just that I like to call him that. I think this song it's from a band called No Doubt in the 21st centuary, at least that's what the baka said.
I just want to ask you something, what's your name anyway? I know that you're not real but at least I can pertend that I'm writing to a friend instead of a computer who would never answers me. I know I'll just call you Solo. I hope you like your new name. Another question right? And I'm guessing that the question it's who the heck it's Solo? Well I don't know who he or she it's but I heard Duo said that name so many times in his sleep that I know it must be important to him. Do you know how cute he looks in his sleep? Well I guess you don't because I haven't told you about him yet but let me just describe him for you. Long chestnut colored hair mend in a briad, dark passionate violet eyes that shows off everyone of his emotions, heart-shaped face that with skin just like a baby's, and lips that look so kissable. I know you're thinking that I must be a hentai to think of him that way but nobody can judge me unless I let them to. How does that phrase go again? Oh yeah, wshy should people judge you when they're afarid to be judge? Until then I have to go to a mission so ja, Solo!
Heero

Author's Notes: So whaddya think? This is the prolouge and I am not going to post anymore unless you review it. Yeah you heard me review or i won't write. I am going to write a parody of She's All That like later if I have the time. Ja ne minna-san!!!