I can't sleep..No, not like I use to.
I can't breathe…
In and out like I need to.
It's breaking ice.
Now to make any movement
What's your vice?
You know that mine's the
I l l u s i o n
I tossed to my right, gazing at the still clock. 3:47 a.m. I groaned as my mind roamed around skipping through the memories of Sonny. My eyes fluttered open. Ever since she arrived, I've been dreaming, thinking and talking about her nonstop. Psh, I'm Chad Dylan Cooper. I only fall in love with myself. Girls are like a pastime.
All at once
(As I'm trying)
I can help you out
I reached my hand out, hoping she would take it. Her eyes locked with mine and she gave a small smile. Cautiously her hand took mine. I shivered from the sparks flying down my spine.
"Sucker!" She pulled me down as I landed with a huge thump. I groaned from the pain. She stood there with confidence as the other Randoms laughed at my condition. Oh sweet pain. I smiled at her victorious face.
"Goodbye Apathy." I whispered loud enough for her to hear, she looked at me confused.
(Just to make things right)
I'll be what you need.
"He's such a jerk! How could he!" She cried, cupping her face. I sat beside her and slowly pulled her in my arms and cradled her as she cried over the stupid Efron.
"This is why I hate him." I said stroking her soft brown locks. She sobbed, clutching my shirt tighter. I placed my hand on hers and rubbed her porcelain skin soothingly. I waited, as her sobs turned into sniffles and she finally fell asleep. I smiled down at her small fragile body.
"Goodbye Apathy." I kissed her forehead.
(Kill Myself to make everything perfect for ya)
Goodbye Apathy….
"Chad! T-This isn't normal! You haven't boasted about yourself for three weeks!" She said, pacing around the room in worry. I chuckled at her and grabbed her wrist.
"Goodbye Apathy." I whispered and leaned down to capture her ruby lips with mine. She kissed back, her hand finding its way to my neck as I gripped her waist, pulling her closer to me. We pulled away breathless.
"You stopped boasting for me?" She asked, her eyes turning a sweet honey color. I nodded.
"Only for you."
Yup, Me Chad Dylan Cooper has become infected with a sappy disease called love. Symptoms include:
-Restlessness
-Lost of apathy. (That was the hardest for me!)
-Uncontrollable staring
-Sappy compliments
-Denial
-Nervousness and lack of breathing properly when you meet the person you love
This was extremely short and I apologize for not updating "Pfft Sonny's Not A Good Girl" I've been school shopping and preparing for school so I will try to update around Saturday or Sunday =] Thanks, oh and I recommend the song Goodbye Apathy by OneRepublic, it's so sweet if you don't get the story or the song then…that's weird. LOL it's about the steps of falling in love how you leave the feeling of apathy and focus on the one you love.
