A/N:

Hello all! This is my first real ShizNat only fanfic! LOL I love messing with cannon couples, but I have learned the hard way not to tangle with the ShizNat nation. Therefore the only way to successfully break up ShizNat, is to replace them with...well..SHIZNAT! Hehehehe Yeah I'm evil! So what?

Anyways to all the many Shiznatters out there—this one's for you! ENJOY!

To anyone who hasn't seen Ah! My Goddess, Urd and Skuld are two goddess who work for heaven's networking center. LOL!

Disclaimer:

I don't own Mai Hime/Otome or anyone from Ah! My Goddess!

Chapter 1:

Shizuru Fujino sighed softly, looking down into the teacup in front of her. Across the table sat her "girlfriend" Natsuki Kuga. It had been six months since Natsuki had made Shizuru a very important promise. Natsuki had told Shizuru that she would give her best effort, in trying to return the same feelings that Shizuru had for her. As Shizuru looked across the table, she felt a pang of sadness, as although she and the younger girl had been spending more time together, not much had changed in the way of their relationship.

Shizuru had always been a patient woman, yet when it came to Natsuki, she just couldn't help herself. She wanted more. Much more than the biker was currently giving her. At the moment, she and Natsuki were at the Lindenbaum, and the bluenette's nose was buried in the motorcycle magazine she was reading.

"Nat-su-ki?" Shizuru asked, in her best alluring voice.

"Yeah?" Natsuki replied, not looking up.

"What else would Natsuki like to do today?" Shizuru said cheerfully, trying to hide her sudden irritation.

Natsuki thought for a moment, before flipping the page of her magazine. "Oh hey it's Saturday right?" Natsuki asked excitedly.

Shizuru only nodded.

"It's the season opening at Bridge City Speedway tonight. I was really hoping to check out the stock car races!" Natsuki exclaimed.

Shizuru was ready to scream or cry. She wasn't sure which one, but this was definitely the last straw. All Natsuki seemed to care about these days was her cars and bikes. Shizuru had always been supportive of Natsuki's passions, but sometimes a girl needed a little bit of QUALITY time with the one she loved.

"You want to come too?" Natsuki asked, seeing Shizuru's distorted face.

Shizuru quickly shifted her mask back into position before evenly replying. "No thank you Natsuki, but please go and enjoy yourself."

Natsuki shrugged, and checked her watch. "I should probably get going if I'm going to make it before start time."

Shizuru once again nodded, trying to fight back the tears. Natsuki got up quickly, laying some money down on the table.

"I'll call you later?" Natsuki asked.

"Of course." Shizuru replied politely, as Natsuki then reached out and squeezed Shizuru's hand tightly, before waving goodbye and leaving the restaurant.

Shizuru sat, looking down at her hand.

"Ara, a handshake?" she thought out loud, oblivious to the two girls that had just entered the restaurant behind her.

"They better serve Moccachinos here." said a silvered hair woman, to a shorter dark-haired one.

The dark-haired girl rolled her eyes. "Urd, I'm sure you can find something on the menu to drink."

"But Skuld, I HAVE to have my fix." Urd said, cocking her head to look at the menu.

"Urd, only you would obtain a human addiction for coffee." Skuld said, ordering a large ice cream sundae for herself.

Urd snorted in response and then grabbed her younger sister's ice cream.

"Hey give that back!" Skuld yelled, trying to take back her sweet dessert.

"Now who has an addiction?" Urd chuckled, as she gave back the ice cream, and took her coffee from the counter.

Skuld just glared at her older sister, as the two began to make their way to a booth in the far corner. Urd was focusing on the aroma of her coffee, while Shizuru got up at that moment, and was focusing on her problems with Natsuki. The two girls didn't look, as both collided head on into each other, sending bodies and coffee flying.

"Ahh my coffee!" yelled Urd.

"My head." said Shizuru, touching her head lightly, before scrambling up and extending a hand to the other girl.

"Ara, ara please forgive me." Shizuru apologized profusely. "I am so sorry. I wasn't watching where I was going."

Urd looked up at Shizuru before taking her hand. As Urd's hand touched Shizuru's the silver haired goddess felt a certain electricity course through her veins. Urd prided herself on her instincts and her instincts were telling her that this poor woman was having a serious love problem. Now Urd was a hopeless romantic. In fact, Urd had given herself the title of self-proclaimed love goddess, much to the chagrin of Skuld and their other sister, Belldandy. Urd had done some pretty crazy things to try and get her sister and her sister's love interest Keichi, together. In fact Urd's slogan was "The end justifies the means."

"Here let me pay for a new cup of coffee." Shizuru offered, snapping Urd out of her revere.

Urd smiled. This woman was kind too, definitely a bonus. From her place nearby, Skuld looked on in horror. She recognized the look on her sister's face all too well. As Shizuru went to get Urd another coffee, Skuld pulled her fun loving sister aside.

"No! No! No!" Skuld began. "I know EXACTLY what your thinking and just stop right there." she warned.

Urd feigned innocence. "What? What's wrong if I help her out a bit?" Urd asked, eyes narrowed on the Kyoto beauty who was now coming back with the coffee.

"Hello?? Wasn't it your fault the whole Belldandy/Keichi fiasco happened?" Skuld seethed.

Urd dismissed her with a wave of her hand. "Oh please. It all worked out in the end didn't it?"

As Shizuru brought Urd back her coffee, Urd placed her hand slowly onto Shizuru's wrist. Shizuru looked at her funny, for a moment and then Urd spoke.

"Thank you so much for the new coffee, you really didn't have to." Urd purred.

Shizuru just nodded, as she wearily made her way out of the restaurant. She wasn't sure why, but she suddenly felt extremely drained.

"What did you just do?" Skuld demanded to know.

Urd closed her eyes as she slowly sipped her Moccachino. "Not much. I just gave her a free wish." she said nonchalantly.

Skuld's eyes flashed fire as she hit the roof. "YOU WHAT?? What the hell are you thinking?"

Urd just smiled, as she continued to sip her coffee, completely tuning Skuld out, as the younger girl continued to rant on. She silently wished Shizuru luck, as time would only tell if the girl would put her gift to good use.

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As Shizuru made her way home, her thoughts were completely clouded with images of Natsuki. Tears had begun to stream down the brunette's face, as she contemplated giving up on the biker. After all, it seemed Natsuki was not interested in anything more than a platonic relationship.

"Why do I love Natsuki?" Shizuru said to herself. "What does Natsuki give me that I need?" she called out into the night.

As much as Shizuru tried to tell herself she could get on without Natsuki, she knew it was futile. She was completely in love with the girl, and had been for some time now. She didn't want Natsuki to change completely, because she loved the person she was, she just wished Natsuki could become the girlfriend she wanted and needed her to be.

"I just wish my Natsuki was the PERFECT girlfriend." Shizuru proclaimed to the stars.

At that moment, the street light above Shizuru's head flickered off, and then on, before finally fizzling out. Shizuru clutched her jacket to her chest, now fully engulfed in darkness. She listened carefully for any sign of life, and was rewarded with the strangely familiar sound of a motorcycle coming towards her. Now Shizuru didn't know too much about bikes, but she did know the sound of one bike in particular. The Ducati. As Shizuru shivered once more, the sound of the bike became clearer, and sure enough a leather clad figure, on the aforementioned Ducati, whipped around the corner and pulled up right beside Shizuru.

Shizuru couldn't see too well, but she heard the bike motor die, and the slow sound of the driver getting up and moving towards her. Before she could say a word, a leather clad hand reached out to her, pulling her close.

"You're going to catch a cold if you continue standing out in the dark." a familiar voice said.

"N-Natsuki?" Shizuru whispered, trying to process the fact that Natsuki was suddenly right in front of her.

Natsuki lifted her visor, so only her eyes were visible. "Who else?" she said, muffled laughter coming from inside the helmet.

Natsuki then led the bewildered Shizuru to her bike and motioned for the brunette to get on. Now it was Shizuru's turn to be worried, as not once in their six month trial period, had Natsuki EVER let her ride on the bike. Natsuki, sensing Shizuru's hesitation, reached out and pushed back a lock of her girlfriend's hair from her face.

"Are you okay?" she asked softly, pressing her warm hand, against Shizuru's cheek.

Shizuru could feel her cheeks go red. She wasn't sure exactly what was happening, but she knew she liked it. "Natsuki is sweet for worrying about me, but I am fine. Just a small headache." Shizuru lied.

Natsuki then wrapped her arms around Shizuru and placed her forcefully on the bike. "Well then I guess I should get you home." she said, as she too jumped on the bike. "Hold on tight." she commanded, as Shizuru gingerly wrapped her arms around Natsuki's back.

Shizuru leaned her head on the biker's back, as the bike roared to life. She couldn't believe the change in Natsuki. It was almost as if she was a different person. Shizuru continued to cling to Natsuki, as the two made their way through the thick night air.

Shizuru silently hoped the ride would never end.

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Shizuru blinked twice, as she found herself inside Natsuki's apartment. This was another first for the couple, as Shizuru had never been to Natsuki's place after dark. If Shizuru didn't know Natsuki so well, she would have thought the biker had brought her here for a night of seduction. But Shizuru DID know Natsuki well, and knew that would never be the case.

"You look upset. Anything wrong?" Natsuki asked, as she peeled off her leathers, giving Shizuru her first good look at the girl since the restaurant.

Shizuru stared wide-eyed as she took in Natsuki's appearance. There was something not quite right about the way the biker looked. Natsuki looked older, at least by a few years. She was also wearing a strange hair clip on the side of her head, that pushed her hair off of her face, unlike the usual shaggy mane she always seemed to sport. Shizuru's eyes were fixated on the strange looking clip. Natsuki saw the direction Shizuru's eyes were wandering and pointed to her head.

"What? This?" she asked, quickly removing the clip. "Sorry, I know it's kinda weird looking, but I wanted to keep the hair out of my eyes while I'm riding." Natsuki explained, tossing the clip on the table.

Shizuru just nodded her head. Well she supposed that made sense. Still, Shizuru had memorized every detail of Natsuki Kuga's body. To the untrained eye this Natsuki was a dead ringer, but Shizuru knew something was off. She just wasn't quite sure what it was yet. Before she could find her words to ask Natsuki some questions, she felt two warm arms wrap around her body. Startled, Shizuru froze for a minute, and then she felt the unmistakable sensation of lips on her neck.

Shizuru Fujino almost died right then and there. She was in Natsuki's apartment, after dark, and the biker was kissing her neck, as her hands wandered. Shizuru cursed herself. Everything was perfect, why did she have to find a fault in it all? Maybe that was the problem, things were NEVER perfect, when it came to her relationship with Natsuki.

Shizuru was about to once again protest, but Natsuki surprised her as she spun her around quickly.

"I have been dying to kiss your lips Shizuru." Natsuki said softly, as she first kissed Shizuru's hand.

Shizuru closed her eyes, taking a deep breath. When she opened them, Natsuki's lips were on top of hers, and she found herself in a very passionate embrace with the blue haired girl. Natsuki's tongue wrestled with Shizuru's as the two girls kissed hungrily. Natsuki then began to push Shizuru backwards towards her bedroom, reaching up under Shizuru's shirt to softly caress the brunette's stomach.

Shizuru moaned softly, the display of affection so unexpected, that she didn't realize she was in Natsuki's room until she heard the bedroom door click shut. Shizuru broke the kiss, gasping in awe.

Natsuki just grinned at her, as she removed her own shirt and pants, revealing a skimpy tank top, and a very lacey pair of underwear. Natsuki then pulled Shizuru towards her, and began to remove Shizuru's top as well.

Shizuru once again found herself blushing a deep shade of red. Everything about this screamed wrong to her, and yet it felt so right to be engulfed in Natsuki's strong arms.

"You're so cute when you blush." Natsuki teased seductively into Shizuru's ear, as she raised Shizuru's shirt high over her head.

Shizuru felt the cool night air touch her skin and her brain was suddenly overwhelmed by thoughts. She had often fantasized about how and when Natsuki would make love to her, but she always imagined she would be the one to tease, and Natsuki would be the one to blush.

Natsuki's hands roamed to Shizuru's back, as she slowly began to unclasp her bra. Shizuru closed her eyes and leaned forward into Natsuki, as she once again felt Natsuki's lips on her neck. Natsuki then released Shizuru from her bra, and pushed her roughly onto the bed, before jumping on top of her and covering her now exposed chest with many soft kisses. Shizuru put her hand behind Natsuki's head, savoring the feel of Natsuki's long, soft hair.

"Shizuru, you are amazing." Natsuki breathed, between kisses.

Shizuru's brain was now telling her to stop, but her body was telling her to shut the hell up. Then Shizuru felt Natsuki's hand as it slid down her stomach and into her pants. Shizuru shuddered, as she felt Natsuki's other hand undoing her pants. Shizuru just stared up at Natsuki as the biker slowly removed what was left of Shizuru's clothes, and ran her fingers up and down the brunette's silky white thighs. It was then that Shizuru finally found her voice.

"Natsuki is being very amorous today." she said, holding Natsuki's hands at bay.

Natsuki looked at her. "Of course. Aren't I always when I'm with you?" she laughed.

Shizuru looked down. Natsuki sensed something was wrong, and cupped Shizuru's chin lightly.

"You've been acting strange since we got home. Are you sure you're okay?" she asked Shizuru, truly concerned.

Shizuru looked up at Natsuki. This Natsuki seemed kind, gentle, caring, talkative, attentive and absolutely hot. In a word she was perfect. But Shizuru knew this was not HER Natsuki. Shizuru was not sure what exactly caused the change in Natsuki, or how exactly she should deal with it.

As Shizuru continued to contemplate, she felt Natsuki's hot breath in her ear. "Shizuru..."

Shizuru looked up into the dark green eyes of the person she wanted to love.

"Shizuru, let me make love to you tonight." Natsuki said simply, as she effortlessly lay Shizuru back down onto her bed.

Shizuru couldn't breathe, she wanted to cry. How long had she waited to hear those words? As she fought back tears, Natsuki murmured words of love into her ear, while holding her tightly. It was then that Shizuru no longer had the strength to hold back. She had waited to long for a release, and here was Natsuki, ready to give it to her. She then heard her own voice whisper back into the darkness.

"Yes my Natsuki, please make love to me."

Natsuki needed no more encouragement as she began making love to Shizuru. It was soft and sweet, just as Shizuru had imagined it to be, in every fantasy she had ever had. Natsuki was a very good lover, and made sure Shizuru was properly satisfied, over and over again. The blue haired girl, then held Shizuru tightly, stroking the side of her face every so often and whispering "I love you". Natsuki rested contently, face nestled warmly in the back of Shizuru's neck. Shizuru sighed happily, loving the feel of the biker's warm protective arms around her body.

As Shizuru herself began to drift into sleep mode, she heard the phone ring loudly beside the bed. Startled she opened her eyes, but was immediately comforted by Natsuki.

"Shhhh. Don't worry the machine will pick it up." Natsuki assured her.

Shizuru nodded, as the phone rang two more times before going to the machine.

"Hey there it's Kruger, you know the drill!" the machine sang out.

Shizuru's eyes fluttered open once again.

Kruger? Who the hell was Kruger?

End Chapter 1

Next chappie: Shizuru learns more about Kruger! Where the heck did Kuga go?

LOL!

Yeah I know I shouldn't be starting any more stories until I'm done the ones I'm working on. I couldn't help it though, as I was inspired. I'm hoping this fic will be a shorter one, but we all know how that usually works LOL

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