1HIDDEN LETTERS

Dear whoever,

If you are reading this then I'm probably not around anymore or you are snooping through my room. If it is the first option then keep reading, read everything that this letter will lead you too. If the second STOP NOW, there is a reason I've kept these hidden.

There are two shoe boxes in my room, one in my closet one under my bed. They will tell you everything you ever wanted to know about me and more. These boxes are full of letters, letters I wrote about everything and anything. Mostly these letters contain everything I needed to talk about, but had no one to talk to.

There have always been people in my life claiming they want to get to know me, to get past my walls. Well there are some things no one should ever have to hear. And it's not like anyone sticks around long enough anyways. These letters about things no one should ever have to hear about let alone live through are most about my classified trips and foster care. All these go in the closet box, to be hidden away until another letter is added.

The box under the bed is more recent, all of them are addressed to someone. These are my feelings. I am not as blind and detached as everyone thinks I am, I notice things and I know things. I mean honestly did you really think anyone could really be that detached from the world? I was only like that to prevent being hurt. It's harder to be hurt, to be left out or left behind if you never belonged in the first place.

So whoever you are that found this letter be careful with what you read, you will meet the real me the one no ever has stuck around long enough to find out completely.

AN: let me know what you think and if I should continue. If I do continue this updates will NOT be regular, they will just be random letters with no order to them (chronologically).

If you have any ideas about what to write about please let me know.

The other letters will be better, this one is kinda confusing but I wanted a background set up for the next ones