Chapter One -
It was finally happening, Edward was leaving me! I should have guessed it happen sooner I mean I was just a human who mixed with the wrong people (or vampires to be precise). It started out a semi normal day I mean Edward was being weird but that was kind of to be expected after my birthday fiasco, but things really started to get strange when he took me in the woods. We stood there for a little while until he came out and said that he didn't love me and that I was just a toy to him and his family. I tried pleading with him but it didn't work (it was very hard to persuade Edward against doing anything so I had to accept that he had made his decision – whether I liked it or not he would be leaving). He then ran away, and I tried my best to follow I really did but it was hopeless after all he had vampire speed on his side. Soon after this realisation I must have tripped because I fell to the ground and became aware of this throbbing pain in my chest. All I kept thinking was why did he leave me? The pain in my chest was becoming worse and worse making my vision hazy. I could feel myself slipping in and out of conciousness. The final the thing I was aware of was a pair of strong arm reach down and lift me up before the darkness overcame me.
When I came around I realised I was in my room and that someone had placed me on the bed. It didn't take long before Charlie realised I was awake and he came to my side. I really didn't want to hurt him, but I couldn't think straight
"How did I get here?" I blankly asked him
"Sam and the others found you in the woods and brought you back, what the hell was you doing out there Bell's you know it's not safe how could you put yourself in danger like this" he sounded more disappointed than angry.
I just sighed not knowing what to say. There was nothing to say I was empty without him, without Ed . . . I couldn't even say his name without the pain surfacing. There was nothing left anymore I didn't want to sound like one of those girls who couldn't function after a break up but really I was I had become so dependant on him that I couldn't even live my life. I remembered the ancient vampires that he told me about and thought if I went to them, they wouldn't hesitate to kill me as I merley just a human who knew to much. Heck they might even enjoy it! The whole Cullen family had told me how malicious and inhumane that whole coven was and how they expected everyone to follow their rules. Well the Cullen's had broken the biggest one of all, so I would be doing them all a favour turning myself in. Maybe it would be the best thing for everyone. So it was settled I was going to Volterra in a week. Until then I would just have to endure the pain!
