disclaimer: i own nothing

pairing:slight mention of pikame (kame/yamapi) but i intend to make it a new pairing which is yamapi/Bem

kinda crossover ...

warning:slash , bad english..etc


Porlogue

He was devastated,how could he?how could Ryo do this to him ?he stormed out of the room with tears in his eyes."are you alright yamashita san?"said someone who he couldn't bring himself to answer then he just increased his speed ,running in the hallways feeling angry beyond belief

Flashback/

"you want to WHAT?"yelled yamapi .he was totally shocked of what Ryo had said "like I told you before yamashita-kun I'm going to leave NeWs and you are leaving with me"

said Ryo with a calm demeanor "but you cant do that ! you cant take me away from my band !i'm their leader !without me they will be lost and they would think that I betrayed them !you leave if you want to but leave me out of this !"

yamapi was now going hysteric with his wide eyes that held unshed tears

"its for the best yamashita-san believe me if you stayed longer you will go down with them , your popularity has been decreasing and almost nobody cares for NeWs except because you and me are in it "Ryo said with the same calm and cold voice

"But Ryo they are our friends ! we've spent years together ! I promise you i would work harder and be a better leader just don't do this to us !"yamapi was now kind of desperate , he really didn't want to leave his band and break that special bond with them .

he didn't want what happened to his friend Jin to happen with him , jin now doesn't even stay in japan except for few months then he leaves again .he got to know a new world and he forgot his world with his friends in japan he has changed . although he is successful he is completely alone in that shallow world of his.

"you have no choice in this matter yamashita-kun !" yamapi just glared then he yelled

" oh you think we cant survive without you? you will be the one who will lose everything !"

yamapi honestly hoped that was true .Ryo just laughed and waved him off "yamashita-kun , you only speak of yourself in that matter without considering other's opinion. Maybe they wouldn't like that idea. Maybe they actually want you and me out ? have you ever thought about what they think ?"

said Ryo looking smug with a smirk on his face. Its true that the band had fights together but they always came back like brothers and forgave each other. "you're wrong! I know them !i know my friends enough to be sure that they wont betray me or want me to leave , I'm not coming with you!" Ryo looked seriously at him then and said

" you pushed me into this yamashita-kun , I wanted to make it easy but seems like you wont understand , Johnny will fire you anyway no matter what you do because I'll make sure of it if you didn't come with me" yamapi then looked puzzled" and how exactly do you plan to do that?"

Ryo then just took out some folder then threw it at the top of the desk "open it" said Ryo with a low cold voice then he sat back smiling , his smile creeped yamapi so much

its as if he knew something that he didn't and that something would be his downfall . yamapi got curious then picked up the folder then he opened it

"where did you get this from ?"said yamapi shaking with disbelief .Ryo just smirked and said

" these pictures are of almost a whole year , that to prove that you are irresponsible as a leader and as an idol who people like and if this kind of stuff get out ,Johnny wouldn't risk his reputation with someone who could possibly bring a very big scandal to his company, also your friends wouldn't be pleased .think about how would they feel if they knew this secret of yours ,they would want Johnny to fire you or remove you from the band, or worse they could tell anyone and the news will spread like fire then not even Johnny can save you or any other company will hire you in case Johnny fired you" with every word yamapi shook more with fear , he was doomed and he cant do anything about it

"fine, I'll do whatever you want just keep it a secret and destroy every evidence" Ryo just nodded

"alright , tomorrow you go to johnny's office then you tell him you want to withdraw from NeWs and quit singing and if he asked you about the reason say whatever you want I'm sure you can manage something like you're tired or something I don't care just do it and leave "

yamapi nodded looking defeated but then looked up "why are you doing this?" yamapi said with a choked voice .

Ryo just stared "I wont accept being defeated by anyone , not you or anyone else. I told you before I'm going to be the best and I wont hesitate removing competition from my way even if it was you " Ryo then turned and left with a soft click from the door . yamapi just glared at the wall like if it was its fault now with tears that he was holding running free on his face.

End of flashback/