Takes place after vol. 18.

Parings: Subaru/Satsuki; Kamui/Yuzuriha; Sorata/Arashi; Kakyou/Hokuto; Yuuto/Karen; .....more....ummm....thinking of others.

Oh wellz, the main pair we're going to focus on is Subaru/Satsuki.

Disclaimers: I don't own X the manga! I wish I do but sadly I don't.


Chapter 1 Beginning

"Hokuto-chan... I miss you so much... Why did you and Seishiro-san have to leave me...? The day you left me alone in this world, a part my soul died completely. I'm so confused and empty. I don't know what to do anymore." Tears started to fall from the curled up figure of Subaru on the bed.

Images of the day when his twin sister, Hokuto was killed by his special person, Seishiro under the Sakura tree and the day and the incident under the Rainbow Bridge where Seishiro and his last battle ended keep playing over and over again in his mind. At last, he cried himself to sleep.

Unbeknownst to Subaru, someone was watching him while he slept.


'It's been almost four months since Subaru left... I wonder how he's doing... Ever since the death of the Sakurazukamori, he just left... It's always like this; the people most important to me always leave me alone in the end. Oka-san, Kotori, Fumma, and now, Subaru...' Kamui broke down and was crying on his bed.

Just then, the door to his room creak open and Yuzuriha silently walked in. Kamui was still crying and thinking about Subaru and the others and hadn't noticed her come in.

'Kamui-chan's crying again. I wish there were something I could do to help him. All the people he cares about died or left him.' With that thought, Yuzuriha went and sat next to Kamui on the bed.

"Kamui-chan daijoubu?" She asked kindly.

"Huh? Oh, Yuzuriha. I'm fine. Thanks for asking. Um... Anything else?" Kamui asked, trying to wipe away his tears.

"Well... I just wanna tell you that if you ever have any problems you could share it with the others and me. Remember, we're your friends, okay?" She told him softly and left.


Morning came quickly, and everyone from the Ten no Ryu was getting ready for school and work. Karen and Aoki already left for their jobs, while Sorata, Yuzuriha and Arashi are preparing breakfast.

"How's Kamui?" Sorata asked.

"I went to see him yesterday and talked a little. He's still the same. Ever since Subaru-san left, Kamui's been so depressed. I heard from his classmate, Keiichi that he hasn't been paying much attention in class as well. And well... I wish he could talk to us and open up to us more..." Yuzuriha replied.

"Keiichi-kun said that Kamui always seems to be in deep thoughts lately and got scold by the teachers." Arashi added.

"Hi guys. I'm going to school now." Kamui suddenly said whiling walking down the stairs. His face still looks as melancholy as ever.

"Kamui!" Sorata and Yuzuriha jumped.

"Uh... Hi Kamui. Nice day huh?" Sorata laughed nervously.

"Yeah! Um... How's school going? Everything's fine?" Yuzuriha stuttered.

"Mm. Everything's fine. I'll be going now."

"Let's eat breakfast first. You need the energy for school." Sorata said.

"No thanks. I told Keiichi I'll meet him at school earlier so he could help me a little with the homework. I have to go now. Bye." He said and headed out for the door.

"Kamui-chan! Your lunch. I'll walk with you." Yuzuriha ran after him and left as well.

"So, how do you think Kamui's fairing?" Sorata asked Arashi.

"His emotions are really mixed up now. I hope he gets better soon. If he keeps at this state, we'll lose to the Chi no Ryu for sure."

"Since we're on the topic of emotions, let's talk about the two of us. After this is over, we could get marry and have ki........"

Slamm! The door flew shut, and Arashi start walking to school.

"Ugh.... Like they always say: the harder you hit, the more you love me..." Sorata was smiling silly against the wall that Arashi had just punched him in.


This is my first fanfic. so please tell me if there's anything I need to do to improve and REVIEW! Arigato! !