Bella:
I have never really been one to complain about life or just give up because things become too difficult because I believe that there are always ways around things, even in the direst occurrences. However, lately I have found myself questioning everything and in a way, I have lost hope that good things will come. I know for a fact life isn't easy, but when you go through too much loss and misery, it puts you on a desperate mission to look for happiness. I know there are things missing from my life but I can't help it. I have tried with happiness and contemned on many occasions and it has let me down each and every time. There are few things that really get me through the day, but I fear if I try with happiness it will let me down yet again and I do not need to be put in the same dismal position as before.
Edward:
I have always been happy with my life, even during the downfalls. I accept what happens because I know there is a reason for everything, but lately I have found it immensely difficult to take care of everything in my life. In a way I feel like I am doing everything wrong and these days I feel much weaker than before. It is hard to keep content when there is nothing to look forward to. Things have been falling slowly and I see myself in a mild depression, but I have to be strong and I try, but is trying really enough? I doubt my capabilities in keeping everything in place. I have looked for happiness but it has never gone my way, I was happy for a while and then everything shattered, so what is there to look forward to? Being broken once is enough for me.
