Sweeping, she can't stop thinking about…him. That's all she ever thinks about, it almost always brings tears to her eyes. Trying her hard not to let Kai see her eyes water, she keeps her head down. She can barely see what she's doing. A single tear escapes her eye.
"Saya, do you know what tomorrow is?" He asks.
Not lifting her head, she says "Anou…August fourth,"
"Hai, but what happens tomorrow?"
"Anou…I don't know,"
"Saya, I can't believe that you would forget your own birthday,"
Kai's words sucks the breath out of her. She gets a lump in her throat. Her heart starts to ache. She looks up.
"Hai…my birthday," She swallows hard and tears flood her eyes, she finds herself unable to say his name. Her gaze slowly slips to the floor. "He always used to tell me 'happy birthday' and he would play me a song on his cello. Even when we were pursuing Diva, he would always remember, but now…" Her words trail off. Tears falling from her red eyes.
"Saya...I-"
"Iie, its fine,"
She wipes her tears and starts to quickly walk up stairs.
"I know he would be sad if he saw you like this. He wouldn't want you to mourn over his death,"
She stops in her tracks and turns to him.
"I said nothing Kai!"
"Nani?"
"When he told me….that he loved me, I said nothing!"
"But you-"
"A kiss means nothing Kai! He's dead and he didn't even know how much I love him!"
She quickly walks up to her room. Now she can't stop thinking about that night at the MET. What he said to her. She had been secretly yearning for him to say those words to her, those precious words. She had been waiting to kiss his wonderful lips. She only kissed him once and now she can't anymore. She can't stop thinking about those words he said, the kiss they shared, when he smiled at her before he…died, and his death. All of it keeps replaying in her mind like an annoying song you can't get out of your head.
She asked him to do such a horrible thing to her and she was oblivious of his love for her. She didn't realize it would hurt him more than it could ever hurt her. She never knew that his life would be meaningless without her in it.
And then she…hurt him in Vietnam and she didn't even tell him gomen. Every time she got near him, every time she would speak to him, she would always hurt him in some way. But no matter what she did to him, he would never stop loving her or giving to her. She would always take and never give him the love he truly deserved. She took him for granted, everything he did she took for granted. Always thinking that he would never leave her.
He told her he loved her but she said nothing. She took his words but didn't give them back. She always shut him out, when all he wanted was to be near her and for her to be happy, and to see how much he cared for her. But now it's too late to let him in and show him how much she loves him.
Lying on her bed more tears flee her eyes. Her heart aches and her skin yearns for his touch.
"What is life without you, Hagi? You've always been by my side and now…now you're gone…Gomen nasai for hurting you so many times. Gomen nasai for making you promise to end my life," She whispers.
Shedding a few more tears, she finally falls asleep. Hoping she would never wake up unless he was there waiting for her.
Dream
He rams the sword into Amshel and they go back into the wall. Amshel is now cracking and crystallizing.
"You will pay for this, Ahh!"
Amshel thrusts his hand through Hagi's chest. She gasps and she starts to run towards them.
"Hagi!" But then Kai grabs her arm. "Hagi IIE!" She screams.
"Kai, onegai get them out. Remember Saya, whatever will be will be,"
"Iie, not Hagi. Hagi!" She yells.
He turns to her with a smile on his face.
"Nankurunaisa…I will always love you, Saya,"
Then the balcony comes crashing down onto his body. Her eyes widen and her mouth gapes. Tears come to her eyes.
"Hagi!" She shouts tears streaming down her cheeks.
Then suddenly the room is filled with nothing but darkness and she falls through the floor. She begins to scream his name. She lands on dirt in some village, she then sees herself running towards an innocent child with her sword. It then dawns on her, she is remembering being in Vietnam in 1972. She swings at the child and Hagi jumps in front of her and stop her blade with his dagger.
"Saya, stop this, now," He begs.
"Iie…onegai stop," Saya whispers watching from afar.
She kicks him in his stomach and he falls. She swings at him but again he stops it with his dagger. She presses her sword harder against the dagger and his skin comes off of his hand, now his chiropteran hand is showing.
"ONEGAI STOP!" She screams.
Nothing happens, the memory just continues. She pulls away and swings again this time cutting his arm off. He yells out of pain and holds his arm.
"HAGI!"
"Saya, you don't know what you're doing, don't you recognize me?" He asks with sorrowful eyes.
She walks closer to him.
"Saya,"
He closes his eyes and puts down his head. He suddenly hears guns being fired. He gasps and opens his eyes. Saya turns, runs after them and kills them. He stays there, watching her. She runs over to him and puts her hand on his face. He doesn't move or look at her. She begins to cry, tears streaming down her cheeks.
"Hagi, gomen nasai," She whispers trailing her fingers to his hurt arm.
She then hears Diva singing.
"Diva,"
Dream over
Hagi is in a pure white room, with only a bed and bright white lights shining down from the ceiling.
He suddenly hears. "HAGI!"
He gasps and he lifts his head.
"Saya,"
Ok end of that chappy! That seems like a really good place to end it! Hai! Hagi is alive! But this is not all drama and romance it's an action… not a lot but Hai and action…Sayonara! ….Ok thanks for reading and pls review!
Kon'nichiwa: Hi
Ja ne: See you later
Hai: Yes
Iie: No
Nani: What
Betsuni: Nothing
Mushi, mushi: Hi, hi
Gomen nasai: I'm sorry
Gomen: Sorry
Onegai: Please
Arigatou gozaimasu: Thank you very much
Arigatou: Thanks
Douitashimashite: You're welcome
Tasukarimashita: You helped me (You say that when someone goes out of their way to help)
Baka: Idiot, fool, moron
Anou: Um or uh
Minna: Everyone
Konbanwa: Good evening
Oyasuminasai: Good night
Ohayou gozaimasu: Good morning
Dai suki desu: I love you
From now on I will put Japanese words in my stories….Enjoy!
