Songs of Sorrow
Ch. 1: Roads and hearts
I wrote this for Twili Destiny. I hope you read this. I hope this helps you understand Terra a little better, I've always liked her except when she go's and decides to get in over her head by trying to do to much by herself. I have nothing against you and how you don't like her, not everyone dose, but I hope you decide to try 'an give her a bit more of a fare chance at life rather than seeing it only through your well loved fandom, I know we all have 'em. If you can try going through everything that happened with and to Terra from the time she was introduced into the show through her eyes. Then see what happens and how you feel. I hope you like this poem thing, it's for you! I might write more some day, but this is all for now. See you later! (I might do some small BBRay tributes in here some day. After all this is what those kind of things are going to go most likely. This is going to be short one shot drabble-ish things with no real connections cause I'm like that when I'm board.)
It's harder to feel the pain
When you're using all you've got
Even if it just hurts more
At least the rest has stopped
All the lies I'm spinning
Just to get a glimpse
Of what I'm missing
But the sunlight in my eyes
Keeps me from seeing clearly
I'm afraid to let go
And I'm afraid of being let go of
It keeps me awake at night
And makes me cling to what I think is right
I'm not so strong
And not strong enough
To let most know whats wrong
But I'll let you know
Yeah, I'll let you know
Plastic bags and paper hearts
Everything I touch
Gets torn apart
And all the evidence
Says I'm were it starts
And it's so true
Oh, so true
It kills me
I tried to change
Now I'm to blame
Now nothing will ever
Be the same
My intentions grew paper thin
Through glassy eyes
And large fake grins
I hurt you, I hurt them all
I didn't want to
I didn't mean to
And it kills me
It kills me
It mattered so much
But the choice seemed so small
He made it seem that way
And I chose wrong
The man who pulled the strings
Knew the out come of it all
And he brought us all
secretly to our down fall
It kills me
I didn't want this to be how it turned out
So it kills me
I think back to memories no longer there
And people that really cared
I wish I could erase myself
I wish I was never there
Because I hurt them
And I hurt him
Heart shaped boxes
painted silver
could not match
all that glitters
It was better than that
He was to good for me
I broke his heart
wile patching up mine
Trying to make myself
good enough
so he could be mine
and I could be his
And all our friends
would have nothing to risk
I think I liked it better
Before I traded my self
for control of my powers
It might not have worked out
But we would still be friends
It would have been nice
But it didn't turn out that way
In the end
And it kills me
Oh, it kills me
But now thats done
And now I'm gone
And any memories of a past life
Is dead beyond what I'm singing
In the end
I realized I was wrong
but it was to late
And the only way to make it fixed
Was to give myself up in the mix
I'm sorry to the ones I love
For these things
And broken wings
That I can not deny
But good night
And I hope
that you're light
gives less glare
than mine
I'm sorry
And I'm sorry that my price
was to die
But it was the only way
I was way to deep
The only light bright enough
was the boy I now see
in my dreams
and in my sleep
The sleep of a person
Who's head was under water
And was given another chance
But cant even remember what it was for
And it kills me
With love to my friends
I hope you have a better life
than I did at times
But before I go
I want you to know
You were all the only things
That kept me from giving up and letting
go.
-just a girl with a heart covered in duck tape.
R&R if you like please!
