Title: Dust from the Moon

Author: Tenshi Anrui

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: CCS and its characters don't belong to me. Because if it did, I'd be making a SHIT load of money right now. and I also would have written the Manga after Master of the Clow better. IT'S SO DAMN CONFUSING. . .

I hopelessly, helplessly, wonder why

Everything gotta change around me

I'd tell it to your face

But you lost your face along the way

And I'd say it on the phone

If I thought you were alone

Why do things have to change

Touya and I had been together for. a long time; it seemed like forever, even though I had learned not to believe in forever. People just didn't seem to realize how long forever was.

Forever. Means. Never-Ending.

But now it seemed, as well, he didn't want to be with me. He always seemed to busy guarding Sakura from Syaoran, helping with his father; his job and hiding from that girl... what was her name? Oh. Yea, Nakuru. It was like she was in love with him or something. Truly disgusting. Wasn't Touya supposed to be with me? Sakura said to me that she thought that Touya and I were soul mates, as I looked back on it now. But now. it just didn't seem to fit.

But you don't need my pictures on your wall

You say you need no one

And you don't need my secret midnight call

I guess you need no one

Is anybody waiting at home for you

Cause it's time that will tell if it's heaven if it's hell or if it's

Anybody waiting at home for you

Cause it's time that will tell this tale



Nothing was the same anymore. I'm tired of trying to talk to him; I'm tired of "understanding" when I don't. I'm tired of listening when I want Touya to listen. I'm tired of acting so happy all the time. I'm tired of. Well. I'm tired of. being me. I no longer ate. Well, as much as I used to, I doubt that it's possible for me to stop eating all together. Why does everything have to change?

He came over today. And God, he was so hot. Touya's tall, with brownish-blackish hair. He's serious, and rarely laughs, but only when he's with me. But even that's stopped recently. He came over, with that serious look in his eyes. I bet Sakura talked to him. telling him how I felt. This was not going to be pleasant.

"So. let me get this straight." Touya started, "You'd go talk to SAKURA, instead of me?!"

"No. It's not like that. "I started, with tears in my eyes.

'Please, Please, Please, don't let this end,' I thought to myself, praying to any God who I thought would listen. When you were created by magic, you usually don't believe in religion of any kind.

You're in and out up and down

Wonder if you're lost or found

But I got my hands on you

Are you strong enough to tow the line

Are you gonna make me yours

Or do I make you mine I'm in and out I'm up and down

And then Touya walked out my room. But I don't think I cared. It was honestly over, he and I knew it.

Two weeks passed. I hadn't heard from him, talked to him, or even seen him, for that matter

Wonder if I'm lost or found

but I need your hands on me now

I act like nothing's wrong, I act I'm okay; when really, I'm not. I don't go out doors. I'm not ready to face the world yet, y'know? I just don't see how it's going to work anymore.

So you know what I did? I went up to him at the mall, when he was with Sakura, and said, "you and me. We were meant to be. Immutable, Impossible, It's destiny, Pure lunacy, Incalculable, Insufferable, But for the last time, You're everything that I want and ask for, You're all that I'd dreamed. And do you care? No. It's not your. Style," I sneered.

And with that I walked away. From him. Forever.

But you don't need my pictures on your wall

You say you need no one

And you don't need my secret midnight call

I guess you need no one

Is anybody waiting at home for you

Cause it's time that will tell if it's heaven if it's hell or if it's

Anybody waiting at home for you

Cause it's time that will tell this tale

It's been five years now, since I last saw him, I mean. We met again at the five year high school reunion. He was drinking punch. I was making small talk with Mina, an old girlfriend before I realized I was in love with Touya. I saw him. He saw me. Then he looked away.

I hopelessly, helplessly, wonder why

everything gotta change

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