Well...alot of stuff has happened in the last few days...and ive been pretty shaken up. So i guess i just needed a release and well...Here it is! Sorry, OC character added... i couldnt place anyone else in their places...no one seemed right. i hope you enjoy it! (sorry for the sucky-ness of it =P pretty quickly written) Also...warning *unless you didnt see the pairing* BOY x BOY Yaoi...for later chapters!

Disclaimer- Bleach belongs to Tite Kubo

summary: Ichigo is a normal teenager, he wakes up goes to school, comes home, sometimes goes out partying. But that all changed...The day he lost the one thing closest to the truth. His Identity.

(ichi POV)

I stared at the ceiling, my eyes scanning the white roof. Same as yesterday, and same as it will be tomorrow. I sighed as i got up off my bed and streached, releasing a yawn in the process. My life was always the same, wake up, nearly get killed by my dad, get dresses, walk to school, do work, eat lunch, more work, walk home, do homework, have dinner, go to bed...With the occational party or fight. It was boring, a repeating pattern. Would my life stay like that forever? My scowl deepened as i waited for the door to burst open, my body already shifting on its own as the fog that clouded my brain cleared. No sound from the television, No talking, No smell from Yuzu's cooking, No dad...and especially No school. I let a small chuckle fall from my lips, my mind recalling the fact that Karin had a soccer game today, one that Dad and Yuzu were going to attend. The game was pretty big for all of the kids playing, it was 're-cruitment day' and Karin put it, the day when the big shots at 'Soul Society' came and checked out the players, looking for anyone good enough to join.

'Soul Society' was the best sports team in Japan, and perhaps the world. They took in kids with talent in the fields of sport, ranging from high jump to softball and everything in between. Although their extensive range of sports, it was very hard to earn a play on their teams. The only 2 people i had ever seen to grace their lists but still refuse, were two very close friends of mine Tatsuke and Rima Tangetsu. Tatsuke had been excepted first, simply refusing because it was something she loved, not something for fame or money and Rima rejected them for the simple fact of...being Rima. Rima is the sister of one of my other close friends Tensa, and while he is very timid and shy, Rima is not afraid to speak her mind if she doesnt like something...and that is exactly what she did to 'Soul Society'. Rima is a football player, a FEMALE football player at that, and although there are a lot more dangerous sports out their she had still been told by 'S.S.' that she would not be playing Football, but would be trained in any other one she wanted; but being Rima and not being able to take something good when it came to her refused and stirred up a fuss.

A real smile graced my lips as i walked past a picture of all my friends, just after we had all gone out to celebrate Renji on his first job, as a waiter. Everyone had gone into the bar, having to pull to tables together to fit us all and luckily someone had been able to get a picture of a very flustered Renji asking us what we wanted to order only to have someone yell back with 'I want you!' and so the picture contained the group of us keeled over laughing with a blushing Renji standing there motionless and shocked.

My feet glided down the steps silently as not to wake the small Kon who was sure to be asleep, soaking up the piece and quite. Sure enough there he was purched in a ray of sunlight that had filtered through one of the windows, his orange and brown coat shining bright as he purred softly under his breathe. Holding my breathe i exited the room straight into the kitchen to see a small note from Yuzu sitting on the counter.

'Nee-san

We are off to Karins match. I left some leftover bacon and eggs in the pan on the hotplate. We're going out to lunch after the match and then going to see a movie so we wont be back to late afternoon. We will see you when we get home!

Love from all of us.'

Yuzu was just like a little mother, so caring and kind, i loved her dearly and would do anything to keep her and Karin protected. As for my father...thats...another story. I put the cold food onto a plate and slid it into the micro-wave, grabbing a glass of juice while my breakfast-lunch heated up. Pulling the plate quickly out of the microwave, as to not burn my fingers on the hot ceramic, i slid the contence into another bowl and caryed it the steaming food up to my room.

I placed the food on my desk and turned on my laptop, sliding into a new shirt and some jeans. No need to get dressed up right? My eyes racked over my emails, nothing of devine importance...Thats until i saw a message that sparked my interest. There on my email, was an EyePlace request from what his profile picture looked like a god sent from heaven. But what i should have been thinking of was his name 'Grimmjow Jagerjaques'