'The day's last one-way ticket train pulls in

'The day's last one-way ticket train pulls in
We smile for the casual closure capturing
There goes the downpour
Here goes my fare thee well'

(Vienna by The Fray)

"I'm leaving….." she says quietly from your front door.

You don't move, or speak…you've been expecting this for a long time…you're surprised she stayed as long as she did…you underestimated her and her feelings. But none of that matters now, because it's over, she's leaving and you're not stopping her…it's for the best

You can hear her sigh in defeat and wonder why she even bothered, she should know you won't ask her to stay and give you another chance, another three years for you to steal away from her and do with as you please.

"We'll miss you" you catch her strained whisper before the door closes softly behind her and all you hear is silence, all you see his darkness, all you feel his solitude and emptiness…this was what you wanted, right?!...

HOUSE MD HOUSE MD HOUSE MD

'From time to time I talk to you
As if you could hear me speak.
The breath of me but words of you
You take the one away, and the other still makes me weak
.'

(Turn To Me by Sara Bareilles)

"I'm leaving….." you whisper as you stand in front of his front door, your right hand tightening around the leather strap of your duffle bag, your left hovering hesitantly over the doorknob…waiting…

You're greeted by a deafening silence that makes your heart rate lower considerably in speed, your lungs atrophy as the air seems to burn its way into you and your body suddenly turn cold.

Truth is you've been fighting this for longer than you care to admit, you should have left years ago, but you didn't, because…

You sigh deeply and your throat seems to tighten at the action…you don't know why you stayed, when every fibre in you begged you to leave before it would be too late…you just don't know…and none of that matters now, because you've reached your breaking point when he made you chose between him and her.

Before you manage to close the door behind you the truth tumbles from your lips; "We'll miss you" and with that the door closes and tears start pouring down your face, because you can't go back now…not this time.

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BeeBee