Dear Diary,

Today Edward surprised me with a little vacation for the three of us. I was totally confused when he said, Disney World. We are vampires, and when we go into the light, we sparkle. I'm pretty sure Disney is not the main attraction on a cloudy day. He told me to trust him, so I did. Edward has been a vampire longer than I have so I relaxed a bit. Edward knows I don't like surprises or gifts, but Disney World was more of a vacation for Nessie, and I was actually a bit excited for her. I had only been to Disney World once when I was 5, when I lived with Rene. When Edward and I told her we were going away to Disney World, her face lit up and came up to us to touch our faces. Renesmee's gift is so extraordinary. The picture she put into our mind pretty much told us that she was excited. I looked up to Edward to see his beautiful and happy face, but his expression looked more like he was debating. Nessie must have 'asked', or thought I should say, him something about the trip. "You're Welcome. I'm not sure about Jake though", Edward said still debating something about Jacob.

Then her face fell. I gave both of them a confused look. Edward understood that I didn't know what they were talking about, "I will have to talk to your mother privately about that Renesmee. Speaking of Jacob, he should be here in a few seconds. Why don't you go outside and wait for him. You two can go to the lake for a little while if you'd like."

Edward always knows how to brighten her day. Just mention spending time with Jake and she will be in the most amazing mood ever. I have to admit, I do get a bit jealous when I see she gets excited about spending time with him instead of me. It's hard, she's grown up too fast. It's not fair. Oh well, that's life and I'm lucky to at least have a child, especially one with amazing talent and personality. But Jake loves her so much too. It's hard to believe my former best friend is in love with my 6 month old daughter. I guess my life isn't that normal, eh? I knew that when I fell in love with my perfect angel, Edward, a vampire. The only one I will ever love.

Nessie ran out the front door of the Cullen mansion and out to see Jacob. Like Edward had said, he was there in a matter of seconds. They hugged, held hands, and started running towards the lake. My baby, my nudger, about to grow up.

I looked away to see Edward's face which he was watching me intensely. "She's grown up too fast" I told him with a small frown on my face looking out at the lake again.

I'm glad I couldn't cry, so that Edward wouldn't have to see me cry. "Don't worry love, she will be fine, and so will you."

I looked up at him and he was closer than before. He kissed me on the lips gently. Finally after a while I broke out of the kiss. "What was thing Renesmee thinking about Jake?"

He sighed, "Nothing bad. She wants to know if Jacob can come…."

Oh. Why didn't I think of that? "Hmm….Well….I don't see why he can't. I was looking forward to a trip with just the three of us though. I won't be able to do that much longer. I hate to be selfish though and if she was deeply disappointed about him not coming, I want her to be happy."

"Bella, I don't think she will be 'deeply disappointed' if Jake can't come. She loves spending time with us too. She especially loves spending time with you. You're her mother, the mother who gave up her soul for her. She loves you so much. You have no idea."

His topaz eyes stared into mine. He was right, even though I wouldn't be able to understand for a while, he was right. I sighed, "What do you think we should do? Do you want him to come?"

Edward's mouth turned into a big smile. "As of you, I want her to be happy, but I think this should be more of a family trip. Family as in, us three. We can always plan a trip for us four or the whole family, including my family and the wolf pack."

I agreed. My last vacation with my little girl before she grew up in a few days, weeks, or hopefully months is in just a few days.

I will update you guys as soon as I get back from the trip. I'm sure I will have a story or two to tell….

All as well,

Bella (: