(((So.. I was reading a book. It was Rules of Engagement, and I got hungry so I got a yogurt. But when I had about 1/3 left, I started laughing. AND I COULDN'T STOP!!!! Oh yeah, and I don't own Twilight!)))

I just went to hell and back a thousand times… or at lest that is what it felt like to me. I have never experienced that much pain, It was like when James bit me, only all over my body, instead of just my hand.

Oh God… could that mean? No, it couldn't. I can't be! There are none of those around anymore! Or at lest I don't think they are… the pack did say something about Victoria, could she have done this?

Either way, I think I'm a vampire… but who changed me? Was it Victoria? Why change me when she could just eat me? that's what she wanted anyway, right?

I really need to stop thinking about that, and start thinking about what I am going to do now…

I have to leave… I have been missing for at lest three days now, I should be pronounced dead pretty soon. I don't want to be seen, or I will have to crash the car or something.

But where will I go now? And how will I get there?

I remember a quiet a bit about my life. Like about… Edward and the… Cullens, and how they all left me. I remember my parents, and Phil. I also remember me, the pack the… incident last year.

Now, where might the Cullens be? They might not want me to live with them, but they are loving enough and can help me get on my feet… sure, I'm twenty, but that is so young compared to them, and I m new at all of this. I have no clue what to do.

But right now all I want to know is how I got here… and why.

"Hello?" A tentative voice called out. It was a child. It was a rather young child at that, maybe four years old, and he says, "are you up yet, Miss Angel-Lady?"

The child walked into the room. I couldn't help but to let out a gasp when I saw his eyes, they were topaz, like the Cullen's. He had dark brown hair, but other then that he looked just like a mini Edward…

"Miss Angel-Lady, are you alright?"

"Yes, I a-am fine; who are you?"

"Well, I-I I k-kind of b-bit you be-because…" he trailed off.

"Because what, Honey?" I love kids, and I didn't want to frighten the poor kid away.

"I-I herd y-you sobbing in-in your r-room an-and I wa-wanted to kn-know why an-an angle wa-was crying, so-so I climbed u-up into-o your room, but I-I was so-o thirsty an-and you smelt so good I-I couldn't he-help myself, I-I'm so sorry, please do-don't be mad at me Miss Angle-Lady."

"Why do you keep calling me 'Miss Angel-Lady?"

"You lo-look like my mommy, an-and ," he started sobbing, I couldn't help it, I picked him up and held him in a protective and loving embrace. I just met the kid, I don't even know his name, but I m still going to love him like he is my own.

"Shh, it's alright, Honey, everything is just right," his sobbing slows down a bit, "now tell me, what is your name?"

"John William… uh… I don't 'member my last name…" poor kid, must have had a tuff life, but that is going to change.

"How about you use mine?' he nodded eagerly, "Okay, then you are John William Swan."

"I like that name!!!" he was really happy, I couldn't help but smile.

"Good, because I like it too, Johnny Boy," he smiled, it looked like he was remembering the past…

"My mommy use to call me that," I knew it.

"Really now?"

"Uhuh, are you going to me my new mommy?" Aw, how sweet, how could I say no?

"Do you want me to be your new mommy?" he shook his head so heard, I thought it might fall off, "Alright then, I am your mommy as of now, latter we can make it more… official."

"MOMMY!!!" he screamed an tackled me, "what's your name, Mommy?"

"My name is Isabella Marie Swan, why do you ask?"

"I no know, I just wondering."

"Okay sweetie, do you think I'm a good mommy so far?"

"YES!!!!"

"Are you thirsty?" he nodded, "Can you get your own animal or do you want me to catch one for you?"

"You! I have never had a big animal, they are HUGE and SCARY!!"

"Okay, I'll be right back, I might even have a BEAR!"

"WOW a whole bear!"

"Yup, and just for you."

----Johnny Boy's POV----

I'm glad I found a Mommy. I was getting lonely… and I was afraid I was going to be put in one does ALFUL building, that one where all the kid's that don't have Mommy's and Daddy's go.

But I've got me a Mommy now, and she's the BEST Mommy in the whole wide world! And I just finished a bear she brought home.

"Hey, Mommy, guess what?"

"What is it, Johnny Boy?"

"I can change forms," And change I did, now there are two Mommies and Now Johnnies, but that might make mommy sad, because she love's he Johnny Boy.

"Oh, Johnny boy, that's wonderful!" Mommy clapped, I MADE MOMMY HAPPY!!! I love making Mommy happy, 'cause I love Mommy!

"I love you, Mommy!"

"I love you, too, Johnny Boy, I love you too."

----"Mommy's" POV----

It has been about a month since I became Johnny Boy's New Mommy. He is exactly ten years older than… Edward, but he is really three, just likes too look four. I have decided that I would check out Alaska.

Johnny hasn't asked where we are going yet, and I don't think he cares much as long as I don't leave him.

I also found my gift, I can do pretty much anything with my mind. I guess I was a pretty headstrong human. Johnny likes it when I through him up in the air with my power.

"Mommy?"

"Yes, Honey?"

"I'm sleepy," I discovered shortly after meeting Johnny that we have a lot of our human traits, like: blushing, sleeping, crying, and tripping. We can have blood or human food, but seeing as we have no money we are sticking with blood, as soon as I have a real job we can go to human food though. We are taking our sweet time on this trip, we don't want to wear out too fast, we just have to stop every night, or when every we want.

"Okay, Honey, lets just make a 'nest'," we decided that we don't want to go into cities because we can be ourselves.

I rose earlier than normal the next day. I could have sworn I heard something. But I let it go.

I cradled Johnny, who sleeps as a baby, and went one with our journey. I may not know exactly where we are, but I have a feeling we are close to where I want us to be. I think we are about two days away, maybe more.

Johnny wails, he is waking up and wants to be put down. We have a code, if it is safe for him to change back to four, then I put him down, if not I rock him back to sleep. This time I put him down.

"Aw, my little boy is growing up so fast," I fake-dry-sob. John comes over and hugs me.

"Silly Mommy, I am tree forever!"

"Got you," I pick him up and spin around and around, till he wants me to stop. What can I say, I spoil him the best I can.

"I love you, this much, Mommy!" He stretches out his arms as far as they will go.

"Well I love you this much, Johnny boy," I do the same as him. He walks over, arms still wide, and wraps them around my legs, I bend over to give him a better hug.

"Mommy, can I ride on your shoulders today?"

"Well I don't know…"

"Pretty please?" He starts to pout.

"Hmm…"

"Pretty please with sugar on top?" His pout depends.

"Still not sure," I sing.

"Pretty please with sugar on top AND a cherry?" His lower lip is trembling now.

"Hop on, scout," he knew he would get to, it's just a matter of when I give in.

I run through the forest, with out Johnny running along side me we can go fast. So much faster that I think we might make it there in half the time, I already smell vampires around.

"Mommy, do you smell something?"

"I think I smell vampires, Johnny.'

"I'm scared."

"Why? It's not like I am going to let anything hurt my Johnny Boy."

"Not even that big guy in front of us?" Johnny hid behind my back, he was resting his chin on my shoulder, but now he is hiding his face in my hair.

"What big guy?"

"Up there, he's to the left."

"Oh My, I-it's E-Emmett."

Well, at lest I know I made it.

(((So what do you think??? Should I delete or continue?)))