New story, because hollyoaks screwed jelly up again! Hope you like it :)

It hast been a week yet since things went bad between Tilly and Jen. Both the girls were heartbroken. Tilly was furious at her teacher for what she did and mad at herself for letting the women fool her again. The teacher was mad at herself for what she did, reporting Tilly and she hated herself for it.

TILLY's

The redhead avoided her teacher whenever she was in town. Not that she was there much, cause she had been grounded and kept herself in her room. Her room was a mess, all her drawings were ripped of her walls and thrown on the ground. Tilly had crawl on her bed and started writing things down but the thoughts hurt. The teenager looked up from her writings and her eyes now met a drawing on the floor. A drawing of a place she had been with jen. She looked back to her writings, felt a tear in her eye and started to boil. Tilly ripped out all the pages she had been writing on and shred them into a million pieces before throwing them into a litter. The girl collected all her drawing that laid spread all over her room on the ground and did the same to them. When her room was all cleaned up, she took the trash outside by the rest of the garbage. Tilly then went back inside, took a deep breath and opened up her math books. It had been a while she had seen those and now was the time to get back to her life and away from what the distraction that art has been for her.

JEN's

With much effort jen managed to get herself going to school, the day after she and the girl she loved so much had broken up. The teacher hated herself for what she did and doubted every minuted when she was in school to come clean about. The presentation was over and the news she herd of Keeler shocked her but happy at the same time. Later that day when the news had sunk in a bit, jens started to feel sick. Sick of herself. What she did to tilly and then just went on with her life and she then got promoted, it didn't felt right at all. Jen went to bed early, thinking about the last couple of days, what she should have done differently and ended up crying. Crying and crying, crying herself to sleep. The next morning, jen phoned the school and called herself sick for the rest of the week. She couldn't bare being in the artroom right now, the memory of tilly and her being ended it that room was just too much. The teacher locked herself up in her room, only coming out to use the bathroom and to grab something to eat. Although that wasn't much cause she couldn't eat anything at all. All she could do is cry and hate herself. Jens eyes felt on a notepad, she took it and started to write down her feelings until she got the idea to write tilly a letter. The teacher took a blanc page and started to write, ten lines were written. Then she rippe the sheet of the notepad, fumbled it up and threw it away. This happened about 20 times, she just couldn't find the right words. Until the 25th try. This was probably the best one she could come up with. Jen re-read it quietly out loud for herself and cried some more while reading, causing tears to fall down onto the sheet.