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Miley/Hannah:
She sang the next note beautifully- just a usual. 'This Is Wrong' i told myself, i can't love her, it's just, wrong. I'm supposed to hate her, like she hates me- but does she hate me?
I hated seeing her flinch everytime i threw an insult her way, and i hated that look of hate in her eyes when she saw me. Above all- i hated that i loved her. And then of course, i hated that i couldn't tell her, and when i tried to get her fired, i hated that i was too jealous to tell her the truth, and i hated i crushed her dreams with Jake. I hated to see her cry. And I hated that she could never love me.
Besides, she's not like that, she's straight as a friggin twig.
"Damnit Miley, STOP THIS" i silently yelled to myself.
STOP STOP STOP.
She walked off the stage and walked by me, as i tried to avoid eye contact with her.
"Has Been" she said as she snarled her nose up at me.
I just smirked and said nothing. She stood there pondering for about a second until she said. "what- no insult today?"
"Not Today" i said.
"You know, i would hate to have to worry if something's wrong with you- so can we just have our five minute bite out of each other's throats so i can get on with my day" Mikayla asked, and even though she was being sarcastic- you could hear the hint of humor in her voice.
"Wow, who knew Mikayla had a sense of Humor" i said smirking at her. She rolled her eyes, and smiled, a REAL smile. She had a beautiful smile. I looked into the eyes i had been avoiding, and felt as if i would drown in her chocolate brown eyes.
"I still hate you- you know" She said- even though she didn't say it nicely, i knew she wasn't being all so serious.
"I can live with that" i said back, as i watched her turn on her heel and walk down the hallway.
Well- i can live with that- For now anyways.
Mikayla:
As i finished up my piece, i looked out into the wing to see Hannah watching me. I just really hope she liked it. I don't really hate her, i just want her to be impressed with me maybe, so i guess i just try to act bigger than i am.
As i walk off the stage, i see her avoiding my glance- does that mean?- STOP it Mikayla- i say to myself quietly- just stop, you can't be with her like THAT. She's too good for you, just- forget about it. I always have this bad feeling around her, like my heart has stopped beating, and someone has shoved a dagger into my lungs. And sometimes it hurts when i'm mean to her, because i can't really stand the way she pittifully looks at me- even if she does try to hide it.
"Has Been" , i snarl at her as i walk past, trying to hide the hint of lust in my voice.
And to my suprise, no mean phrase awaits me. She just looks the other way and completly ignores my comment.
Did i hurt her? Did someone hurt her? I can't stand seeing her like this, even if i am supposed to hate her per say.
"What? no insult today?" i ask her curiossly.
"Not Today" she says breathing in.
"You know, i would hate to have to worry if something's wrong with you- so can we just have our five minute bite out of each other's throats so i can get on with my day" I say, trying to sound unconcerned with her odd behavior.
"Wow- since when does Mikayla have a sense of humor" she said smiling slightly, and i feel my breath catch in my lungs- and the room seems to lighten up a complete shade after she says that.
"I still hate you- you know" i said trying to sound Icy, to no avail
"I can live with that" she says, slightly tilting her head to the side curioussly.
I turn around and walk away, completly flabergasted.
And Maybe- that bad feeling i have, isn't all that bad, maybe it's actually something like- love.
A.N
Okay- well- sorry it's so short, i'm writing this in like 5 minutes, and i didn't read over it- or plan it, i just wrote it as i went along. So PLEASE review, and i will try to continue soon :)
