Regret
It's a monster.
It's a poison inside me,
Killing so slowly.
It's acid within,
Eating me alive.
It's inescapable.
It's a longing
That's drowning me,
And a hope
For buoyant forgiveness.
It screams!
So loud inside,
Its shrieks twist my gut.
My soul claws at me,
Replaying, torturing!
Grasping…
Regret
It's a sick sweetness
That I long to bathe in,
Tearing, like shards of glass,
Through my skin,
My spirit,
My heart.
Oh, sweet agony!
Embrace me in your sensual caress!
Cover me in the horror, the longing,
The pain!
Bring to me such sweet relief of thought-
Shower me in heated flame!
And in you, I will die!
