A/N: This is a companion piece to my story Damage Control so I absolutely recommend you read that first. If you have any ideas or suggestions of what you would like explored in John's private entries, feel free to tell me. Please, please review!

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Day 1

Sherlock got me this notebook. I'm not sure what brought this on but I really appreciate it. He seems to be becoming more sentimental, buying me gifts for no reason and even being so caring (and worrisome) about my health. It's been nicer than when he seemed to not care, it almost gives me some hope…and to see what lies under his façade of indifference is always nice. He doesn't expose himself like this often and for the moments when he allows me to see behind the curtains, I am grateful.