Quills and Condoms- Prologue
By: DeepDarkCrimsonPoet
Disclaimer: I do not claim to own Harry Potter or any of JK Rowlings work, I would be stupid to try... I could never be that good!
12:40 p.m.
October 3rd
Maybe I'm wasting my time, maybe I should give up my love for him and go back to Harry. I'm a Gryffindor for christ's sake! What am I thinking! He'd never go for me! And even if he did, he'd break my heart and make a joke of it.
But how can I give him up? I've devoted so much to him... my heart... my time... my love... But he doesn't love me so how can I stand to keep trying? I sound like a love-sick little girl. When I started school and I thought I loved Harry, I was a little girl. I was a love sick little girl who knew nothing about love. I'm not anymore. I'm a young woman, and I know what a man wants. And I owe that to Neville. It took a bit of pursuation, but in te end, he allowed me to experiment with him. I learned where to touch a man, to make him want me. Unfortunatly, Neville learned not to fool around with Ron's little sister... But I didn't mean for that to happen.
A few weeks after my little experiment with Neville, Ron found out. Neville wound up in the Hospital Wing because of a "potion that went bad." We all knew that Neville wasn't making a potion when he got that rather nasty burn, and that he didn't avoid me for the next month because of it. Ron got to him, and he loves to play the protective older brother.
But-back to the problem at hand. I love him and that's all there is to it. I will get him, and he will be mine if it's the last thing I do... which it may very well be. Ron will hate me, Mom and Dad will hate me... My entire family will hate me for that matter, but they will understand some day. And by the time they do, they won't have a choice.
I have Potions in 20 minutes, I have to go. Goodbye.
Ginny Weasley
2:30 p.m.
October 3rd
He actually talked to me... and didn't call me a name throughout the entire conversation. He even called me by my first name. I think maybe he knows that I love him. Even if he doesn't, he will find out eventually, and soon I hope.
I know that somewhere deep in his heart he will love me. And I know that I could just talk to him and try to do that, but I couldn't do that... I don't have the guts. I love him and if it means that I have to be disowned by my family then-so be it.
I think Ron knows, he was watching me stare at Draco in the Great Hall at Lunch. I was forced to make conversation with the girl next to me. I hardly know her, but she was very talkative and she helped me avoid confrontation with my brother. Ron would try to take him on if anything happened. And if that happened, my brother, my dear brother, who treats me like I'm 2, would be in grave danger. But that isn't the point.
I love him, that is all there is to it. If Ron has a problem with it, he can confront me about it, but nothing will change. It would be a strange pairing, an awkward pairing for the both of us. Maybe I'm dreaming when I am hoping to be with someone a year older than me, but that doesn't change anything. I love Draco Malfoy, and by god, I will make him love me back.
Ginny Weasley
A/N: I know that this is short, and that it is all in journal form, but this is only the prologue and the rest of the story will be almost all in third person.
