Hai guys, this is my first story and I am really tensed.
I was a silent reader of ff for about past four years. Now I couldn't prevent myself from creating an account here and write something what I call 'story'. I am not confident about my grammar or style. I just wanted to attempt this. Please read this story and let me know what you felt...
Alone, or Not ?
She stood near the window staring at the loan that was faded due to the shy shades of half moon. She felt the loneliness for the very first time even after she was far away from all her dear and near. Even though she didn't knew what may have happened to them and they didn't knew where on Earth she is; amazingly this was the first time she felt such kind of an isolation. A small wind blew from the nearest lake and touched her face and then hair, slowly as if it was consoling and reminding her about its presence. She remember how she passed her free time talking and crying with the very same breeze that used to come near her from the lake, about four years back. Later on she was used with it and as a friend she talked to it at nights. Or we can say that it was the only one to whom she could talk without any hesitation like she was doing before, with her owns. Yet she was sad because she was not with her owns. But today, when she is leaving this breeze behind and going to those whom she can say as 'her own', she is feeling alone. Her words are stumbling. She was happy, for sure. But what is behind this unknown feeling? After a long time she found that it is some kind of a fear. Fear to face all those whom she left behind even after they were her only beloveds. Fear to explain about her disappearance. Her flight was early next morning, so her brain asked to sleep while heart was not allowing. Altogether mind lead her four years back. Familiar faces and voices wandered around her.
"Hey, if you wanna take leave, I won't mind. After all, your sister is getting married. I will look after the headquarters."
"You go home. I will take care of this file. Go home and take rest, you are not well... No...No...You call me brother and thanking me too? This is not at all fair."
"You can't do this to me. I am your best friend although. How can you take my burger also? Give me that back. Or I will order you. Don't forget I am your senior too..."
"No, you must go home and take rest. It's an order. If you are not accepting this, I am going to tie you and take to your home. You know I can do that, don't you?"
X X X X
A small smile crept into her lips and a drop of tear made her eye lashes wet. Why did she go away from them? It was a question that was to be answered by self first. Was that the safety the other branch offered? Rush towards the real door of memories; her thoughts took the flight back to the past.
X X X X
"Mumma, today is the first day in office. I'm little nervous actually".
"Everything will be fine until you will be."
Mom said sitting on the couch and gazing through the magazine. And it was expected also. After all that was the best 'best wishes' her step mother could say. She went ahead and touched her leg that was on the edge of the couch. Mom nodded head without taking eyes from the photographs of modern houses in the magazine. She went out and Dad was there with the newspaper and coffee mug.
"So you still want to do job?"
"Yeah"
"Ab khaandaan ki naak katwaani hi hein tho go along,"
She touched his feet also ignoring what he said and he touched her head too as if doing a duty assigned. She went to the parking and took her scooter.
Her bike rolled and wind was coughing hard to that. She was reaching her ambition.
She reached her office and felt like she is in heaven...
"Welcome, You can join as our new junior officer today itself."
Boss handed over all the files to her. With a satisfaction she took them back. They were the channels through which she earned this job and name and personality and what not,?
"Thank you sir, I will be a sincere officer forever."
He smiled and nodded his head and was that some kind of scoff? She didn't have time to worry about it any ways. All the colleagues were standing in a line, fitting very sweet smile on face, and one was there with most genuine expression-insensibility-and she became her friend soon, as she was also genuine. All became envious towards their relation, it was obviously rare one. They spent almost all the time they got except work. Every secret went down between them. They were very same to those two, who were there before them. Their seniors; before the versification of their friendship, these two ladies went unknown. But they had no complaints as they too appreciated that 'senior' friendship. They became the essential part of the team, and even their life.
When HE got into her heart, she never knew. When her heart started beating for him, she never knew. All she knew was there was some special feeling for him. When he met with trouble her BP went high. When he became emotional her eyes too had tears. When others made fun of him, her angry woke up. She found that she is in LOVE...
First Chappy done...
So, can you guess who this girl could be?
(Clue-I personally like cid team that included Trio, Freddy, Vivek and Tasha. But here the girl isn't Tasha.)
Friends, I've already decided the plot and characters. So please guess only, don't expect them to be the same. Because I know no many would like this girl as a lead , but I badly wanted to start with her ;-)
Take care , read and review...
