"Everything hurts." Those were the first words I uttered after I woke up. It wasn't the first time I woke up here. I had drifted in and out, and the moment someone noticed they shot me full of Valium. At least, that's what I think it was. That's what they use on all the T.V. shows.

"I understand honey." I looked up into warm brown eyes. A brunette woman was leaning over my head. The first clear thought that came to my head was that her lipstick was too dark. I must have stared for a while because then she finally introduced herself. "I'm sorry. I'm Detective Olivia Benson. Your brother called me."

"Travis? Where is he?" I murmured. The light was hurting my eyes. Why did hospital lights have to be so strong?

"I'll go get him." She left the room. As I listened to her echoing footsteps, fear burned in my heart. I heard the door click – no, that was my imagination. The window was open- was he going to come in? No. You can't just sneak into a hospital. I tried to reassure myself. I was safe. No one could come in unless they were a doctor or a nurse. Perhaps someone can impersonate a nurse. They do it all the time on T.V. I sat up quickly.

What a big mistake. My whole body hurt, as if someone had run over me with a tractor. At that moment Travis came in. He sat down next to my bed, and ruffled my hair. He pulled away as he winced. The look on his face wanted to make me cry. He looked so scared, and worried. And it was all my stupid fault. I can't believe I was stupid enough too…

"Do you remember your name?" She asked.

I gave her a look. "Of course…it's Audrey Le Fay."

"It's a routine question. To make sure there's nothing wrong with your memory." I nodded. "Are you sure you don't want your parents to be here?"

"No." I must have said it harshly, because I saw something flash in her eyes. So I added, "My parent's aren't…Travis is my legal guardian now." She nodded.

"Would you like to say anything now?"

I looked her in the eye and began to speak. "I'm only fourteen. I'm not a…a…a virgin anymore." I put a little emphasis on the word virgin, and I saw her flinch, as if I had wounded her. "I don't want to…I just don't want to…" I burst into tears. Travis quickly hugged me. He rubbed my back as I sobbed. I couldn't understand why I kept stuttering.

"Detective Benson, may I see you outside?" Travis asked. He let go of me, and fluffed my pillow. He pulled the covers closer around me. He kissed me on the cheek and then went out with Olivia.

They closed the door on me.

Travis's POV

I doubt anyone can understand what I'm feeling, unless they were going through what I was going through. I can't describe all the feelings in my head. There was rage, toward the bastard who had done this. There was hurt, for the fact she couldn't confide in me. There was a slight anger toward Olivia, her job was to help but so far she had only caused Audrey to burst into tears. I felt pity.

I watched as her body shook with sobs. I took Olivia out into the hall and began to speak to her. "I think this is hitting her much harder. You see, we're Catholic. Audrey even has this purity ring. She always said she would never take it off till her wedding night." I stopped myself, my eyes brimming with tears. Stop it, I willed myself. I don't cry. Especially in front of people like detectives.

She put her hand on my shoulder. "I've worked with cases like this before. Audrey might feel better later on, when she's in a safe environment."

I nodded and we scheduled for her to come to our house when Audrey was home.