Hi everybody! I have finally aquired my own account (a gazzilion thanks to hjaltalin's owl for sharing hers with me until I could get this one) and I am reposting all my stories here. Please enjoy!

do not own warriors; Erin Hunter does

this is my first fic: a bunch of first person thoughts from various cats about other cats. some romance, but not all, and No slash.

so here's the first one: Crowfeather & Nightcloud

I'm Not

He doesn't care. He never did. I'm not the one he wants. He pretends, but I can see right through his act. If he could choose, he wouldn't choose me. I'm not blind. I can see him at gatherings, looking in her direction, wishing he was with her instead of me. I know that when he hunts and patrols along Windclan's border with Thunderclan, it's not a stray squirrel he's hoping to see. He's looking for her. If I didn't love him, I might be able to let him go. But I can't. He and our son are my life. We're just not his. His heart still beats across the border, with her. It will never be mine. I'm not deaf. I can hear him whisper her name when he sleeps. He has never really let her go. All I want is for Crowfeather to let her go and love me. But he never will. I'm not Leafpool.

so let me know what you think! if you like it, i'll add more. please review!