Love Me, Not her

'why is she looking at me like that?' I thought. 'She doesn't love me, she loves Hikaru' I turn away and start to pay attention to what the teacher is saying, but I could care no less to what she says.

Then the bell rings and its time to go to the host club, and do our 'act'. Which hasn't been as good because Hikaru and Haruhi are dating which kinda ruins the whole thing. Me and Hikaru have always been so close by now.... we're not as close.

'why does he like her,am I jealous?, I must be if I'm thinking these things,but I want him to be happy' "Ah I'm glad you three are here!" Tamaki says gracefully more to Haruhi than to us.

"Come on you two the ladies are waiting" Tamaki says taking us to the table. "Haruhi please make us some more commoners coffee" Tamaki says leaving us to speak to his customers.

Hikaru takes my hand only for me to pull away and take a seat. Three girls sat across from us with smiles on their faces. Hikaru quickly pulls my face close to his and whispers loving words to me but loud enough for the girls to hear and swoon.

By the time the club is finished for the day I quickly leave before anyone can notice. I walk home instead of waiting for the limo. Just then my phone rings 'Hikaru' I ignore it and keep walking, and I see our house.

I open the door and head straight for our room and lock the door once I enter, and start my homework. About half and hour latter I hear a knocking on the door and look up from my homework.

"Kaoru open the door" Hikaru calls from the other side of the door, but I don't answer. "Kaoru!" Hikaru yells again. this goes on for a little while longer before I give in.

I get up and unlock the door and go back to my unfinished homework. "Kaoru, why did you do that?" Hikaru says and takes a seat next to me. Silence. "answer me" Hikaru says in a threatening tone.

"I don't have to" I say at last. Hikaru frowns at me and pulls my face close to his for the second time that day. "Please tell me why" He whispers to me quietly.

"No" I whisper coldly, as his frown deepens and pulls me closer until his lips are dangerously close to mine. "H-hikaru" I whisper. "Yes" Hikaru whispers. "G-get away from me" I whisper again.

"No" He answers. I frown. 'What is he planning?' He moves my face a little bit closer so that our lips are lightly touching each other. Heat rises into my cheeks and my eyes widen, then he pulls me closer so our lips fully meet, kissing me.

'It feels so good, wait where did that come from?, ah never mind might as well enjoy it. I grab his shirt to pull him closer to me. His tongue brushed against my lower lip making me gasp in surprise, took advantage of that and slipped his tongue in my mouth,exploring it.

Then we break apart for breath gasping. I look up at him and see red cheeks, mine are probably the same color by now. Then he looks at me too. "Why did you do that" I say to him still out of breath.

"I couldn't help it, you just looked so damn cute." He answers. "What-" I start but Hikaru cuts me off "Because I love you" He says. 'Loves me?, but Haruhi'

"I don't love her as much as you" Hikaru says practically reading my mind. I grab his shirt again and kiss him. Then I wrapped my arms around his neck and he put his around my waist. I could tell this will be very fun....