This story began when I was fourteen
And I learned that life is mean
I never have been one to show my emotions
And I've managed to bury them in the ocean
It all began that fateful day
I woke up, and nothing felt ok
"It will pass," I told myself
I never thought I would lie to myself
I thought it would go away
But it never did as the days passed day by day
I was going mad
But at the same time I was sad
I know what people do
When they feel like I do
"Never will I ever," I lied again
All I needed was a friend
I can't tell my brothers, they wouldn't understand
That when I fell I didn't land
Now my dad is dead
And we lied him down on the bed
"Father, please, come back to us,"
And when he didn't I began to cuss
Now I don't care
Life's just not fair
My brother saved me
Why had he
Can't he see that I wish to be free
Maybe he wants to torture me
But he cried
And I sighed
I hate it when he cries
We all do
He screamed my name
He thought I was insane
Why can't he just let me go
Life pains me so
Four years I've seen this fucked up place
And tears have always stained my face
I always cry in the midst of the night
As I try to win this stupid fight
I don't really care anymore
It's just a lost cause that's poor
I tried to jump off the bridge last night
But Mikey didn't let me without a fight
I'm trying to escape this world now
Protecting my brothers was my vow
They don't need me now
I remember that each time I slide the glass across my skin
Why do I let the demons win
This is about the day I fell
And my name is Hamato Raphael
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