So enjoy the next story of Military Brat…I really enjoyed writing that one, here is the summary. Oh and if you want to read this story please read military brat first or you will not understand.
Summary: Bella has been living her life without cancer for three now. Three year without Edward, and her wonderful family, the Cullen's and Hales. She didn't want to hurt any of them so she blocked them out of her life. She asked her Mom if she could go back to homeschooling, because it would be easier on her, with how she will be sick. She never told her parents what she did to her friends, because she knew they would make her go back and be friends again. But she couldn't do that to them. She went throw so much treatment she ended up losing her hair and losing a lot of weight. Now she's trying to get her life back on track so she can start her life over, but there's always that hole in her chest that makes her have nightmare and keeps her up at night. Wishing she could have that one beautiful guy she once loved next to her, for their lips to meet, for him just to hold her. The hole at makes her want her sisters back, wishing she could have gone shopping with Alice. Wishing she could have her older Sister back. The hole that wants her loving big brothers to play around with her, for Emmett's big grin that's always on his playful faces. For Jaspers loving hugs that help her to deal with things, for him to be there throw that painful treatment, because he has a why with her pain. To have her other mother by her side, to have her love close by at all times. Well of course she saw Carlisle, but she only acted like a person he had to treat, which he never did to her. He still loved her very much. But she has to live with what she did, for if she goes back they will most likely hate her for what she did to them.
Now on to the story!
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My life now after all those year of pain has been crap, don't get me wrong I'm so happy I'm alive, but when you alone and well broken. I'm not broken like all my bones and stuff but my heart is sure to die any minute. Sometimes I feel as if I'm going to break, just fall to the floor and stop living. I still can't live with what I did to my beautiful loving family. To break the one person I love heart, to never see his smile, his green eyes looking down at me, for his soft lips touching mine. For his warm arms to be around my body, for him just to be next to me. To see him again would kill my heart it would leap for joy at his voice, skip a few times. My face would probably break into a smile, than I would frown, because he hates me.
What did I think would happen, he would be so happy I broke his heart? I thought I was going to die, I didn't want him to be sad when I was gone.
I didn't think I was going to live, but I did and I never came back to him, I was scared to. I was scared he was going to hate me even more for showing my face back into his life.
Because I treated him like crap all those year, he even tried to see me when I was at the doctors with his father; he did that so many times. I then I let him down and cried myself to sleep.
My parents always asked me why I was so down I blamed in on my cancer, I didn't want them to know I cried myself to sleep every night and still do. They did know I had nightmares, because they ran into my room when I was screaming. They don't do that anymore, they know it's nothing.
I told them I was in pain for my treatments. They just hugged me. It wasn't the same; I wanted Edward to hold me, to tell me everything is going to be okay.
That would never happen again.
So now I'm walking to the mail to see if I was accepted to Forks College.
Yes, I'm going to college now. I'm not leaving my parents until I've being going for at least two years.
I don't want to leave my parents. I won't be living with them, I'm going to leave in the dorms. Hopefully my two new room mates are nice.
Yes, I have to have two. Fun! Not.
They'll probably hate me like everyone else in my life.
I open the mail box, and there's a thick letter in there. I pull it out so fast I almost fell over. Stupid me.
I ran in the house, thankfully I didn't fall. I put everything else on the table; I open my letter, and close my eyes as it is being turned around.
I look at it. I read over it until my eyes stop on the one word I hoped for.
Accepted.
My gosh I got in…I jump up into the air.
I run to the phone to call the Cullen's…Wait, I can't do that.
Never mind about them.
I do want to call my dad, but I'll wait until mom and him are both home for the good news.
Well I hope you like this new story/chapter. Please review my beautiful readers. =)
