Stream of Consciousness I: By Any Other Name
Would someone please tell me how my life became this?
I mean, I never asked for it, ya know?
I never put on airs.
Pretended to be anyone I'm not (Well at least not off stage!)
I mean, I was happy with my life before Princess showed up.
Yeah, I was struggling, but I was making it on my own.
Doing my own thing.
Being me.
Now I don't even know who I am anymore.
My name isn't really mine.
My life shouldn't have been my life.
I mean, think about it, would ya.
The life I've been pretending to be mine turns out to have actually been the life that I should've been living, and she should've had mine.
Boggles the mind, doesn't it?
But at the same time, I wouldn't change what my life was.
My Ma really was something.
But now it turns out she wasn't, my Ma I mean.
G-d, it just makes my head spin!
Don't know what it all means.
Where I go from here.
I don't think things will be coming up roses anytime soon, but then again, you know what they say about a Rose of another name.
Just one thing.
I don't know what name this Rose should be going by!
