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"I don't know what's worth fighting for."

Heero Yuy awoke to a scream inside his dreams. He wasn't sure who was screaming but he knew it was from his dream. He got out of bed and stared out his window. He knew that the scream was from someone he knew from long ago. He sighed and continued to watch the normal people from his window. He then turned around and walked to his bed. He stared at it. The scream kept replaying over and over in his mind. What or who was it? He didn't know. He glanced at the clock; it read 10:00 a.m. "Crap." He whispered to himself. He woke up late. He quickly got dressed and ran to grab his keys. He heard the scream replay in his mind again. He winced at hearing it. Then he quickly went out the door.
He looked at his watch and sighed. He was supposed to meet Trowa and Duo to do some research. When he finally arrived at the library Duo was waving his long braid around in announce. Trowa was sitting on the steps thinking deep thoughts. Heero parked and got out of his car. "Well, its about freakin' time!" Duo said in his greeting to Heero. "Glad you could make it Heero." Trowa said calmly. Heero nodded in Trowa's direction. The three men went inside the library. Duo immediately went to look at some books, while Heero and Trowa lingered looking for a computer. When they found what they we're looking for, they sat down and started looking around. Heero couldn't keep his mind on what he was supposed to do. Trowa noticed," Heero, you seem distracted. May I ask why?" Heero sighed and stopped typing. "Trowa, do you dream much?" Trowa was taken aback from such a question. "I dream from time to time.why?" Trowa said. "I had a dream last night. I think it's from my past. It was a scream. Someone familiar was screaming." The scream replayed in Heero's mind. "Was the scream saying anything?" Heero didn't realize it before but the scream did say something.I don't know what's worth fighting for.Heero nodded. "What was it?" Trowa asked. "I don't know what's worth fighting for." Heero said. Trowa thought of what Heero just said. 'I don't know what's worth fighting for.' was something that Heero could relate to. He was a mystery. No records of parents, relatives, even a real name. Trowa knew soldiers raised Heero.but how can he have absolutely no past? He couldn't have just appeared. "Hey! Are you guy's ready to leave? I'm hungry and bored!!" Duo's voice broke into Trowa's deep thoughts. "Your already done Duo?" Trowa asked. "Of course! I don't like reading." Heero sighed and got up from his computer and said," I'm a little hungry too, I haven't eaten breakfast yet." "Great!!!! Let's go eat!" Duo said happily.
On the way to the restaurant Trowa engaged into another deep thought session. Topic: Heero Yuy.

Heero Yuy, a.k.a "The Perfect Solider" Age: 18 Gender: Male Ethnicity: Japanese Origin: Colony LaGrange Point 1 Family: Unknown Height: 156 cm Weight: 45 kg Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Brown Was this all that was known of this mysterious man? Or was there more to his dark past then even he knew of? Heero is a mysterious person yet; it's hard to believe he is actually a person at all. The Perfect Solider. Is it because he's almost emotionless? Heero Yuy. That's not even your birth given name is it? Who are you really?! Are you really a machine? Heero. Who are you?!!
"Trowa!" Duo had once again interrupted Trowa's deep thoughts. He sighed in announce," What is it Duo?" "What do you want to eat?" Duo asked. "Oh I'll have a burger."
After getting food and dropping off Trowa and Duo, Heero retreated to his bed. He sighed and thought to himself. Why did this dream torture him so? He has heard screams before, but this one scared him. He thought and thought. Until he fell asleep. "I don't know what's worth fighting for! I don't to be the one the battles always choose. Because inside I realize I'm the one confused." A young boy started to yell, "I'll never fight again!" He shook his head in disgust at all of the men carrying guns. He screamed. A man came to him and put his hand on his head and said," Grow up to be a great man my son." The young boy cried. He didn't know why his father had to leave. Why he had to fight. Why? He asked. He wanted to know. But he knew something was coming. He knew it would change him forever. He screamed at the question his father asked him before he left," I don't know what's worth fighting for!!!!"
Heero woke up sweating with fear again. His dream was more intense this time. He knew it was from his past. He felt it in bones. He got up and went to the bathroom. He stared at himself in the mirror. He saw that he wasn't sweating, he was crying in his sleep. He never cried before. He was trained to be emotionless. He sighed and splashed some water on his face. He then went to his room to check what time it was. 1:00 a.m. "I slept that long?" He said to himself. He sighed and tried to go back to bed. He tossed and turned and twitched. He opened his eyes and couldn't sleep. "Damn." He whispered. He knew that this dream and problem would nag at him until he solved this mystery. A phone ring startled him. "Who the hell would be calling at this time?" he asked aloud. He picked up the phone," Hello?" "Heero?" a woman's voice asked. "Relena?" Heero was surprised. She never called him and he never called her. "Heero, I don't mean to bother you but I wanted to tell you something." Heero shook his head and said," What in the world could you need to tell me, at 1 o'clock in the morning?!" Relena hesitated a few minutes before she answered," I.I." Heero wasn't in the mood to hear a pleading cry from a princess. So he hung up on her before she could even answer. "What is with that girl? She always acts as if I owe her something, god!" Heero groaned and fell into his bed. He closed his eyes and then slowly opened them again. He stared at the ceiling and couldn't help but think that the boy in his dream was himself. He thought this because the boy had the same features as him and he thought of what the boy said. I don't know what's worth fighting for. Why did this statement that the boy seemed to be crying appeal to him so? What was it about the boy in his dream that made him want to just hold the boy in comfort? (A/N: not yaoi father/son ya sick minded freaks!) What was is it? He closed his eyes and thought again. He deep thoughts quickly became his dreams.
The young boy ran to his home to find his family slaughtered. His eyes filled up with tears. He fell to his knees and wept. "Why?" he asked aloud. "WHY?! Why my family? Why my mother? Why my little sister? Why them? Why not me?!" he asked. The boy's tears were uncontrollable. He couldn't stop crying. Then he heard boots behind him. He turned around to find a tall man looking down at him. "You alone boy?" The man asked. The boy stared at the man. "Are you deaf boy? Or are ya a mute?" The boy said in a quiet trembling voice," I am alone." The man nodded and said," Come on boy. Come with me." The young boy hesitated for a minute but he then put out both his arms for a hug and the man picked him up. The young boy looked over the man's shoulder and said," I love you. Good bye."
Heero slowly opened his eyes. He glanced at the clock. It was 3:30 p.m. He sighed and buried his head in his pillow. He then heard a loud rumble come from his stomach. He sighed and got up from the bed and went to his kitchen. He looked inside his refrigerator to find nothing. He rolled his eyes and dug into his pockets. 5 bucks. Just enough for a burger, a coke, and some fries, he thought to himself. He slipped on his shoes and messed with his hair and went out the door. On his way to the restaurant he started to think about his dream again. And Relena's strange midnight call. "Man, I sleep late for one day and the whole world goes nuts!" he muttered to himself. He sighed once again and flipped on the radio. Blah, blah, blah. Was all that he could make out. "Ok no music then." He stopped at a red light and looked at the normal people. A little was sitting on a bench eating a ice cream with her mother next to her messing with her hair. He then went to the restaurant and ordered his food and went home. He sat at his table and started eating. Then the phone rang. He sighed and picked up the phone," Hello.?" "Well what do ya know?! He's awake! Hey there Heero." It was Duo. "Duo? What do you want?" Duo hesitated before he answered," Its about.Relena." Heero remembered her midnight call. "What's wrong.?"

A/N: AAAAHHH! *faints* *wakes up* hello! *sighs* well how do ya like huh? huhuhuhuh? Pretty plz R&R!!!!! Later