Author's note – So this is a multi-chapter story. I will try to keep updates a constant as possible, but it's summer time for me and life tends to happen so bare with me guys. – AJ

Disclaimer – I own nothing except the story. All characters belong to their respective owner. - AJ

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"JJ are you okay hon?" Emily asked JJ after seeing the far away look in her lover's eye. The last case hit everyone hard. The UNSUB James Camden had us chasing him for two weeks and then he took JJ and held her hostage for three days. No one knows what happened in that cellar except JJ.

"I just want to help you Jen." Emily tried again to get Jennifer Jareau's attention. This time it worked but she didn't get the reaction she was hoping for.

"You want to help Agent Prentiss then leave me the hell alone." JJ walked out of the kitchenette leaving a stunned Emily in her wake.

Once JJ got to the bullpen she looked at her colleges yelling at them as well. "You all leave me the hell alone to. I don't want your help. Stop asking Emily how I am like I don't notice. Stop profiling me. I don't want your help."

Morgan opened his mouth to say something back and then realized that probably wasn't the best idea and closed his mouth. JJ stormed out of the bullpen towards her office satisfied that no one would come after her. She sat down at her desk and the first thing she saw was a picture of her and Emily's wedding.

"Oh god what have I done." She said to herself in the quietness of her office.

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"I thought I saw you run in here Gumdrop." Penelope Garcia said as she entered the bathroom and saw Emily leaning over the sink with tears running down her face.

"Em what's wrong?" She asked as she saw how broken her friend was.

"She was taken three day PG. Three day. I have no idea what happened in those three days. She won't tell me. She doesn't want my help." Emily said finally breaking.

"Oh gumdrop I'm so sorry. It will be all okay." Garcia tried to sooth her friends as best she could at the moment.

"Garcia I found out this morning I'm pregnant." Emily sobbed into Garcia's shoulder before she was lightly pushed back out of shock.

"What! How!" She asked trying to gage whether or not this was a good thing.

"JJ and I started getting IVF injections. We agreed I would be the first to carry, but we didn't want to tell anyone in case it didn't work out. The first two injection didn't take and honestly with what's been going on the past two week I forgot we even got a third round. Then when I got to the office I saw that the test results were mailed to me. PG what if she doesn't want this baby." By the end of Emily's rant Garcia was grinning ear to ear. Then realized Emily's self doubt she got serious again.

"Well how about I walk you to Jayje's office and you see for yourself."

"I um…went out after I read the paper and got a tee shirt that says 'Bun in the oven' but I don't know if I should wear it or not." Emily said a smile starting to make its appearance.

"OMG you should totally wear it Em." Garcia said once again beaming.

Emily quickly cleaned up her appearance changed into the shirt and let Garcia lead the way to her wife's office.

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*knock knock*

"Who possibly could be in their right mind to bother me right now." JJ thought to herself.

"Come in" She said knowing that she had to let whomever it was in incase it was important. She heard the door open and close. JJ remained focused on her paperwork though not really caring who it was that entered.

"Jen can you look at me?" Emily asked noticing how JJ's body immediately tensed and then relaxed once again.

"Emily I thought I asked you to leave me alone." JJ stated irritated. "Whatever it is can wait until we are home Em." She added.

Emily relaxed visibly at the use of her nickname. So she decided to just go with it and have JJ read her shirt. She began unzipping her jacket.

"I um… well I got a new shirt. I thought that maybe you would want to see it." Emily said trying to keep the smile out of her voice.

JJ looked up and read Emily's shirt and then looked her right in the eye. Emily could see the tears welling up in JJ eyes.

"Em does that mean what I think it means?" JJ asked afraid that this was one sick joke.

Emily let the tears fall from her eyes and just nodded.

"We...we're going to be parents." JJ asked in disbelief as she stood from her desk and walked slowly over to her wife. Emily nodded once again. Both women had tears running down their faces and smile gracing their faces as well.

JJ all but launched herself into her wife's arms.

"Oh! Emily I am so sorry for yelling at you early. This is the best news ever. We are going to be mom's Em." JJ said before forcefully crashing her lips into Emily immediately deepening the kiss. She tried to convey everything she felt into that one passionate kiss. The happiness, love, desperation, anger, loneliness, and fear. She knew why she had all these feeling and why. Most of it had nothing to do with the new good news. JJ also knew she would also have to talk to Emily about how she was feeling. When lack of oxygen became a problem the two lovers broke the kiss. JJ knew that by the way Emily immediately enveloped her in a hug that Emily knew she was in pain mentally and that even thought that is true her and Emily would be okay. Especially with their little peanut. When they broke the hug JJ got on her knees and pressed a loving kiss to Emily's stomach.

"Hey baby I'm your mommy. Me and your mama are going to take great care of you. Your mommies not doing to good right now, but I promise to let your mama, aunts, and uncles help me. Especially your mama. I love her with all my heart, and I think I hurt her today. I promise you Peanut that I will never hurt your mama again. I Love You, lovebug." She said into Emily's stomach.

Emily's started crying again sometime when JJ was talking to their child. She grabbed JJ's cheeks and pulled her into a gentle kiss.

"I love you mi amour."

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Author's note – Let me know what you think. Reviews are always welcome and appreciated! And please let me know if you would like the chapters to be longer. - AJ