This is the first story I wrote on fanfiction. I had made one before with my friend Kim. Anyway Hope you will like it and if you have any comments, suggestions or anything else just send it to me in the reviews. Thank you.

Disclaimer : I do not own any of this stuff.. it's all J.K. Rowling's.

Here it goes..


Hermione's secret

What is going on?

"Let me go! Let me go!" Bang! The door slammed closed and a very annoying silence took the entire place.

It had been like this for the last two years. Since her mother died of cancer, Hermione never has been the same. No one knew actually what was going on at her place, not even her two best mates, Harry and Ron. Everytimes they would ask her why she was always sad, she would find an excuse. They didn't even know that her muggle mother was dead. Why didn't she want to tell them? She didn't exactly know. All she knew was that this was her secret.. her own.

Finally, Hermione was about to start her seventh and last year at Hogwarts, school of wizardcraft and wizardry. At least, this year she won't have the time to think about what was going on because she would put all her efforts on one thing, one really important thing.. the upcoming NEWTS.

Hermione will you please do something for me?
Yes mother I will, what is it that you want me to do?
Please let all your wishes become true. I love you honey, I love you with all my heart..
MUM!!! No! Don't go, not now I need you!

Hermione shut close her trunk and went out of her miserable house the one she now hated. She walked rapidly toward the nearer bus stop, tears falling on her peach pink cheaks. Thinking about how she disliked to cry and that she wished she didn't know how.

The bus finally arrived and the girl was now on her way to King Cross station. She was feeling guilty about something... something her mother had said..

Please let all your wishes become true

This frase kept coming back in her head. She said she will do it but so far she had lie.

Dear Dumbledore, I send back the badge you have sent me today. I'm really sorry to say this but I don't want to be Head Girl this year for personnal reasons that I do not wish to talk about. Hope you will understand me and my best wishes to the next lucky girl. –Hermione

Since her first year at Hogwarts, she always wanted to become the Head Girl; it was one of her biggest dream. She had promised to her mother .. and now she felt she had betrayed her.

The bus stopped abruptly, emerging her out of her thougts. She went out and walk toward the wall that brang her to the plateform 9 ¾ for the past six years. Her head down, Hermione seemed really interesting by her old sneakers. She continued to advance, still looking at her shoes and penetrated inside the train.

"Hermione, we are here! We saved you a place!"

The girl knew perfectly who was the owner of this voice; it was Ron's obviously. She walked toward him without saying a word, ignoring the strange way students were looking at her and whispering on each side compartments. She sat down next to Harry, looking out of the window like if the clouds have hypnotized her and letting Ron and Ginny with a puzzled expression.

"Hi Mione, how are you?" asked Harry

"Good," she lied with a forced smile, "I just need to sleep that's all."

She installed herself, took her jacket and wrapped it up like a pillow and simply fell into a deep sleep, away from the dark world she knew.

A few minutes later, Ron broke the silence.

"Does someone knows what going on with Hermione? She is really different from the girl I used to know."

"I don't know mate, she won't tell it to me either!" Harry answered.

"Maybe you should just stop asking her. She'll tell you when she will be ready to do so." Ginny said.

"You know, don't you? You know what's all going on, I'm sure!" asked Ron, becoming red with anger.

"Of course I don't! I just know that you can't force someone to tell you something he doesn't want to tell. Anyway, it's called respect and friendship. Just wait for her to be ready. Unless you don't care and respect her..."

"Of course I do! What kind of friend do you think I am?"

"Well.. "

"No, don't answer I don't wanna hear!"

The conflict soon ended when Hermione woke up.

Ginny first talked. "Did we woke you up? Sorry we didn't mean to... we were just having a discussion.. "

Hermione laughed sarcastically.

"No, no. You didn't woke me up, it's just a nightmare. I need to take a walk to euh... to change my minds."

She stood up and walked out of the compartement, on her way to the bathroom where she could put some fresh water on her face.

Like usual, she walked, head down, looking at her feet. But this time, she bumped into someone.. someone she knew would make her life even more miserable this year again.

"Hello there, Mudblood! Not looking where you're going, are you? Don't you know by now that even how much I like girls, I will never go out with you, and it's not by "accidently" walking into me just to feel my nice body that I will change my minds."

"Shut up, Malfoy!"

"No sorry dear bitch I won't shut up! And if you ever try to make me shut up again... "

"What Malfoy, you'll hex me? I would just love to see you try actually!"

"No Granger, I will not hex you, but I will make you eat dirt and be my slave.. "

"And how the hell are you going to make me do that?"

"Since I am the Head Boy and you are no more prefect."

"That doesn't mean I will do whatever you want, ferret!"

"Of course I will, and maybe just for the fun of it I'll torture you and look at you screaming and begging me to stop!"

SLAP!

Hermione left him with a red hand on his face and hurried to the bathroom with an ocean of tears coming from her eyes.


So that's it.. the first chapter. Hope you guys like it and that you will send me lots of reviews. And if you have any ideas what Hermione's secret is just tell me what you think it is and you will see at the end of the story! Luv ya!

P.S. Go and check the story of my best friend Kim (River Light) and the story we made together under the name of Diamond Fairies. Thanks to all!