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Author's note: This story is dedicated to all my friends who love PLL.


Emily's diary

Em's diary. August 30, 2009.

Tomorrow will be so awesome. Sleepover with the girls. I look forward to it. It's gonna be cute. An entire night with Ali in sweet jammies or underwear. Awesome! Me is happy!


Em's diary. September 4, 2009.

Oh, no! Life's taken a turn down the worst path ever. The sleepover went all bad. Ali disappeared. It all hurts like a dagger in my heart and I need to use all my strength to keep myself from crying like a 5 year old. Will I ever be happy again? I hope so...

So much pain and sadness.

I don't know what to do or how to feel.


Em's diary. August 16, 2010.

Aria's returned to Rosewood. Today I met her at school as I walked off the school-bus. It was really nice to see her again after all these months. She looked almost exactly the same as last time.

Yes...the return of Aria isn't the only thing that's new. Over the time since the...sleepover of nightmares...the formerly chubby and insecure Hanna-Boo has transformed herself into kinda the brand-new Queen Bee, having become skinny and sexual.

It's weird to start school and meet the girls again, but I'm glad we are about to re-activate our friendship again that has been more than shut down after Ali went missing.

Somehow I'm not sure if this semester will be awesome or not...

I hope it will be adorable, but who knows?


Em's diary. September 22, 2010.

I had such a sweet time last night. Lost my V to my girlfriend Maya. So wonderful and cute, it was. Erotic, as Ali would say.

Trying to NOT think about the very creepy scary txt-messages me and the girls have recieved lately. Honestly...these damn txts scare the shit out of me.

Daddy and mommy doesn't know that Em ( that's me ) is gay!

Unsure if I should tell them...

I feel like I should, but is so afraid they might get mad.

What to do?

I need some good advice. Who can give me that...?

I'm both happy and sad at the same time and it's kinda confusing.

"Okay...time to get some school-work done." says Emily as she close her diary. The diary has a purple leather cover and 'Emily' engraved on it in white script.


Em's diary. November 1, 2010.

Have spent almost the entire day with Maya. She's so...so...sexy!

I truly have strong feelings for her.

Still not sure how to tell mommy and daddy that I'm gay.

Yesterday the girls and I got more of those creepy txts. I'm still scared nearly shitless every damn time we get a txt from this A-person, whoever it is. I wish we could find out who it is that's wanna make life for me and my friends such a hell.

I hope this whole bad thing will end soon.

"Maya, thank goodness for you!" says Emily as she hug Maya's sweater.


Em's diary. November 10, 2010.

I had my second love-making with Maya last night. It was amazing! That girl can do magic with her hands and lips. And the scent of her vagina...mmmm, so sexy! She's an angel on Earth for me.

I love her soooo much.

Recieved another txt from our enemy a few hours ago. It scared me nearly shitless, as always.

Who can our enemy be?

Why does she or he do this to us?


Em's diary. Day of huge sadness and big damn pain!

I wish this day was just a nightmare.

They found Maya...dead.

My sweet beautiful Maya is dead. She was so sweet, didn't deserve such an early unfair death.

I've been crying almost nonestop since I found out, as a matter of fact, still am as I write these words.

Will all this bad stuff never end...?


Em's diary. Yay!

Today I've started to date Paige, from the Sharks, ya know. Not long ago she came out as gay and now she and I are thing. Viva la Paily.

Paige is very sweet. She's a cute girl and we have the passion for swimming in common so she and I should fit good together.

I really like her a lot. Paige is so much fun and it's totally cool to hang out with her.


Em's diary. July 4, 2011.

Best 4th of July in at least 5 years. Paige and I 'did it' for the first time only a few hour ago. Such a great way to top an amazing 4th of July. I'm a happy girl. Score for Em...and not even in the pool. Maybe luck is for me again.

Yay! Em feels happy.


Em's diary. September 7, 2011.

I swam home my first swimming trophy for the new school year today. Defended my title as captain of the Sharks. My team gives me so much support. Celebrations dinner with all the team mates on Friday night, most likely at the Grille. Em still got it, yeah!


Em's diary. September 12, 2011.

This whole thing with A is getting even worse. I barely dare to go piss by myself these days. I'm afraid that once I enter the bathroom, someone's gonna grab me from behind and cut my throat. Thank God that I have my strong sexy Paige to protect me.

"Oh my goodness, will things never get awesome again?" mumbles Emily as she put away her diary in her backpack.

"Emily...are you okay?" says Mrs Fields as she enter Emily's room.

"Yeah, mom. I'm fine. Just feeling alone when Paige isn't here." says Emily.

"I understand." says Mrs Fields.

"Thanks, you're a wonderful mother." says Emily.


Em's diary. September 20, 2011.

Me and the girls recieved another txt from A today. Once again it nearly scared me shitless.

Who is the person behind the identity A...?

I hope things get better soon.