so in the begining of this story lapis looks on to her computer and sees fanfics. Her reaction this this, "WAKE ME UP INSIDE CAN'T WAKE UP! WAKE ME UP INSIDE! SSSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEE MMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEE" after that she never looked at fanfiction again.