I heard this song and and thought- Mwahaha. I want to torture Allen...

Kanda's already tried to kill me a dozen times. Now Allen hates me too.

This fic is dedicated to DMFAZINA. I love you Kat! This is my lame attempt at angst to thank you for how much you inspire me and the fics you dedicated to me -hugs-

This is also for Im-a-tiger. I value her opinion and I miss her so much. School feels so empty with out her and the other girls from book club -cry-

And last but not least Lizzie! She always helps me write my best. She's also the one who stopped me from ruining this story by writing too much -.-' Thank you so much Lizzie! -blows kiss-

Hopefully you like it!
(by the way, it's from Allen's POV)

Disclaimer: The chances of me owning Man are the same as the chances of me winning the gold medal for burping at the Olympics. Never gonna happen


Why do you look at him and not at me? I fight with you and argue with you so that you pay attention to me. But I can still see you looking at him when you think he won't notice.

He's always on your mind.

Somewhere there's speaking

It's already coming in

Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind

You've been acting different; he's noticed. My heart almost stops when he drags you to the rooftop, and I'm sure yours does too. He's touching you.

It's a simple gesture but you instantly turn red from anger and embarrassment. Are you happy? I'm not.

It hurts me to know he'll reject you. But you still follow him.

You never could get it

Unless you were fed it

Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks

Past the places where you used to learn

You howl and listen

Listen and wait for the

Echoes of angels who won't return


He's everything you want

He's everything you need

He's everything inside of you

That you wish you could be

He says all the right things

At exactly the right time

But he means nothing to you

And you don't know why

I can see the hesitation in your eyes, even from where I'm hiding. I'm hiding because I want to be there for you when he says no or looks at you in disgust. He means everything to you, but you mean nothing more than a name in his log-books. At most, friends. That's why you've ignored it, until now.

You're waiting for someone

To put you together

You're waiting for someone to push you away

There's always another wound to discover

There's always something more you wish he'd say


He's everything you want

He's everything you need

He's everything inside of you

That you wish you could be

He says all the right things

At exactly the right time

But he means nothing to you

And you don't know why

His soft green eye can see through your lies.

"Shut up and fuck off baka usagi." Cold as always, aren't you?

"No Yu, YOU shut up and listen." His tone startles both of us. I have never seen him so serious before. "You're acting strange."

"I'm fine-"

"NO! You're not fine! Tell me what's wrong."

The words are ready to burst from your mouth.

No. Don't do it. Don't hurt yourself. I know it's selfish of me, but I don't want to see you fall apart.

But you'll just sit tight

And watch it unwind

It's only what you're asking for

And you'll be just fine

With all of your time

It's only what you're waiting for

"I really…like you, baka."

No…can't you see he's just an act Kanda? ...He's not real…

"I really like you too, Yu-chan. Why wouldn't I? We're friends."

Liar…

"No you idiot! I mean, I… I love you."

No…

Lavi is startled and taken aback. That's not a good thing, is it?

Out of the island

Into the highway

Past the places where you might have turned

You never did notice

But you still hide away

Anger of angels who won't return

"I…well…" Lavi starts, unsure of what to say.

"Just forget it."

He catches your hand as you turn to walk away.

"I won't forget. I-I think I like you too. At least…I want to try."

I can't see your expression, but I can imagine it.

The gentle expression I wanted you to give me.

But that will never happen, will it? Because you're showing it to him.

He's everything you want

He's everything you need

He's everything inside of you

That you wish you could be

He says all the right things

At exactly the right time

But he means nothing to you

And you don't know why


I am everything you want

I am everything you need

I am everything inside of you

That you wish you could be

I say all the right things

At exactly the right time

But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why

And I don't know why

Why


Okay... I hope you liked it. Please review?
Kanda: I hated it
Allen: -cry- I'm all alone...
Mira: Shut up you ponce. I'm here for you Allen-kun!!!
Allen:...You WROTE this you evil bitch!
Mira: -runs away crying-
Lavi: Whoot! I get Yu-chan!
Kanda: Piss off damn rabbit! I belong to no one!
Mira: Except Katsura Hoshino. She pwns your ass XD