A/N: Okay this is my second fanfic, people who read my other one don't worry I am still writing it, but I need to know if people want me to continue this so R&R please!

Oh and I am doing this thing where I will put a movie quote at the beginning of each chapter and whoever gets it right first gets the next chapter dedicated to them! So this chapter's quote:

"Cue theme song guy"….

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight. Stephenie Meyer does.

Chapter One:

"You don't want me?"

"No." With that simply word my whole life came tumbling down. How was I going to live without Edward? I couldn't do this. I stared at where Edward had been for about two more seconds before walking back to my house. Hoping into my truck I started driving. I drove towards La Push and kept going, looking for my answer.

After two hours of aimless driving I found my escape. Getting out of my truck I looked at the scene in front of me. There was a cliff out looking the ocean. I walked up to the ledge and looked at the water below. The water was anything but calm.

Taking a deep breath I said the only thing that came to mind.

"I'd die without you." It came out as nothing more than a whisper as I plunged into the freezing water.

Gasping as my last breath left me; I could only think one thing.

"Dear God, I'm sorry but I love him and won', no, can't live without him. Please forgive me" With this a white light blinded me.

When I opened my eyes again all I could see was white.

"Where the hell am I?" I wondered aloud.

"I can assure you Bella, this isn't hell." A deep voice came from behind me. Gasping I spun around.

"Oh…my…Carlisle!" I whispered. The man's face twisted into confusion.

"Aren't you saying that wrong?"

"Well I just meant that, you know what never mind." I could feel myself blush. This was one weird dream.

I must have spoken the last part aloud for he looked sad.

"This is no dream Bella. You're really dead." Wow what a crappy day.

"I don't mean to be rude sir, but why am I just here then? Shouldn't I be moving on or something?" I mean seriously, I die and wind up talking to god, instead of moving on or whatever it is I'm supposed to do.

He just continued to look at me sadly. Wait am I supposed to go to hell and got sent here by mistake?

"Bella, I wanted to answer your prayer." My prayer? Oh ya, what I thought before the blinding white light.

"Bella, I have chosen to forgive you, but I must know. Why did you jump?" How did he not know? Isn't God supposed to know everything?

"The guy I love left me and I didn't want to live without him." I was a little scared to say it out loud.

"Who, who was so important you threw your life away for them?"

"Edward Cullen." I whispered, feeling a hole rip its way into my chest.

Rage took over God's face. Oh SHIT!! I'm guessing that making God mad, would be a bad thing right?

"EDWARD CULLEN?!?!" Yep, definitely a bad thing! I slowly started walking backwards. God's eyes snapped up at me, making me stop dead in my tracks.

"How did you guys end up together? Do you know what he is?"

"Ya, I know that him and his family are vampires." God stood there looking at me.

"Yet you still dated him?" He questioned.

"Yes I did."

"Why?" His voice a whisper. With that I told him everything; starting from when I moved to Forks, and ending with when I jumped from the cliff.

"Dear child, you have been through so much." He looked like he was debating something in his mind.

"Would you," he hesitated, "would you like to be given a second chance?"

"You mean be reborn?" He nodded.

"As a human?" Again, he nodded.

"No thank you." His eyes looked like they were going to pop out of his head.

"Why don't you want a second chance?"

"If I'm reborn, will I lose my previous memory?"

"Yes, of course you would."

"Then I don't want it. I don't want to forget my life. Even if bad thing have happened, it's still my life. There was something I wanted to ask though."

"What?"

"Can I go back to earth as a vampire?"

"Unbelievable." He just stared at me. Thinking.

"If you went back to earth as a vampire, you couldn't look the same or associate with anyone you knew from your life as a human."

I thought about it for a minute.

"Fine."

He walked over to me.

"Be still child." I froze.

He put one hand over my forehead and the other hand over my heart.

In a quick second I felt really warm and a bright light flashed. When the light dimmed, God was standing there smiling at me.

"Now Bella, I need you to picture yourself looking like someone else. You need to change how you look." I did as I was told and when I opened my eyes god held up a mirror for me. (Picture on profile) I looked amazing, but something caught me off guard.

"My eyes?"

"Oh well since you are a very different kind of vampire your eyes are different. Those you can never change or make look normal. Sorry."

My eyes looked like rainbows, literally. (Picture on profile)

"What are my powers?" I thought it might be good to know ahead of time.

"Well you don't need to feed, at all. You can change your appearance. You can read peoples mind, and project your thoughts into their mind if you want. You will have visions, and last but not least you can control the elements. When you do though your eyes will take on one color; water: blue, fire: red, wind: white and earth: green. When you are controlling an element is the only time when your eyes won't be rainbow."

WOW!!!!!!!!!! That is a lot of powers.

"Oh and no powers will work on you." He added as an afterthought.

"Wait, no powers whatsoever? Like not even being able to feel my emotions?"

"Nope."

"Now child, I am going to place you on earth near a coven of vegetarians. They will accept you with open arms, but be sure not to reveal your past to anyone."

"Oh and Bella, think of a new name, for you will need it." And with that I past out.

Okay so there's the first chapter. Be sure to review. And I really need a beta.