i cant remember when it happened, but it did. was it when i first met him? or when we first came here to earth? i dont know but somewhere along the way, i fell inlove with my bestfriend. it sounds so soppy doesnt it, most people would say 'oh just tell him', but this isnt one of those cases...there are complications with my love, like the fact my love is a male, same as me, and he is already inlove with a girl, confirming hes straight, even though i still dont know how im gay. its confussing, so very confusing. i cant make sense of anything anymore, im no longer emotional as stone, im slowly becoming as emotion as him, the one who wears his heart on his sleeve and doesnt care about the aftermath, im slowly opening up to not just him, but everyone, and theres only one thing i can say now...damn you kisshu!
tart paced back an forth, his head bowed slightly from worry, his hands in tight fists at his side, i was sat at my computer desk, my face scrunched in my hands, trying to ignore the tap tap tap of tarts feet on the metal floor
"could you stop pacing please?" i asked with a heavy sigh, tart stop still and looked at me, his eyes sharp and raged, but yet sad and worried
"i cant help it pai" tart growled "im worried" he sighed, his hands gripping his brown pigtails, threatening to pull them out, i sighed
"he will be fine, ive healed it best i can and stitched it so he should be fine" i sighed, trying to conceal my worry and anger at those blasted mew mews and that blue knight
"i suppose it would of helped if he didnt decided to run of" tart chuckled, even though it was pained and angry, i nodded in agreement, and it may also have been best if he just let us destroy the mews in ichigos dream, but once again, kisshu had to be ruled by his emotions, somthing im learning about myself
"it would of indeed but hes an idiot" i sighed, tart smiled slightly, he floated in the air before crossing his legs, so he could sit comfortably, i turned my chair to face him
"he wouldnt be kisshu if he was smart" tart laughed, i smiled at that
"ahh true but we may win if he was smart" i smiled, tart smiled back
"and we could be home with our friends and...family" tart said, the last word came out as a sigh, out of me, kisshu and tart, tart was the only one with any family left, whereas me and kisshu had noone, the weather on our planet had killed them all, tart still had his mother, well he did when we left over a year ago, mine and kisshus family died whilst we were still on the planet, kisshu lost his at the age of 13, i lost mine when i was 15, thats what made us want to do this mission to stop others like tart losing there family
"we will do this tart" i growled, tart nodded, he understood why me and kisshu never gave up, we wouldnt let tart go through our pain, as tart was like a little brother to us both, and niether me or kisshu would want him to feel that kind of pain
"i know that pai and for that i thankyou but i just feel were fighting a losing battle here" tart sighed, resting his head on his palm of his hand, i sighed, he did have a point
"i know but we cant give up now, it wouldnt be right on our friends and familys, were there last hope" i sighed, rubbing my temples, tart nodded
"yeah its a big responsibility" tart muttered clearly annoyed "but i will keep trying" tart smiled, i nodded and smiled back
"we will keep trying" i corrected with a small smile, tart nodded
"you know pai i noticed somthing" tart muttered, i raised an eyebrow curiously
"whats that?" i asked very curiously
"you seem to be alot more emotion than when we were home" tart wondered, my eyes widened slightly, not a noticable amount and i tried in vain to stop my cheeks heating up, they did anyway, even if only slightly, tarts eyebrows shot up in suprise "are you blushing?" he asked gobsmacked, i shook my head, no words formed in my mouth, as you can tell i dont do emotions well, i havent shown any since i was 15, a smile spread across tarts face, his eyes sparkling "you like someone dont you?" tart guessed, i stopped my eyes from widening further, i couldnt stop my cheeks from, heating up more, much to my frustration, i turned my chair away from him, i dont need tart to know my current situation, that would be very bad indeed, i then heard tarts laughter, and i burried my head in my hands "oh my god you do, i never thought i would see the day" tart laughter
"and you wont see it yet" i growled under my breath, i turned to tart gasping for air, his face cherry red from laughing so hard, i sent him an icey glare, he stopped immediately and returned to his sitting position, his face slowly returning to its normal colour
"sorry i never thought youd actually like someone" tart said nervously when my icey glare hadnt vanished, he scratched the back of his nervously, i sighed and dropped the glare "damn you scare me sometimes" tart muttered
"good" i sighed, rubbing my temples again
"so who is it?" tart asked sweetly, i looked at him, he was trying to pull of the puppy dog look, his eyes were HUGE and he was pouting slightly, i raised an eyebrow at him, and smirked slightly
"that look may work on kisshu but it doesnt on me" i smirked, tarts eyes returned to normal size and his pout vanished
"damn!" he growled, clearly annoyed "does anything like that work on you?" tart asked, clearly trying to trick it out of me, i smiled
"sorry tart" i smiled, he humfed and stapped his foot in a girly manner, i raised an eyebrow at him, trying to contain my amusment at him, he noticed
"what!" he demanded, i smiled and shook my head, a small chuckle escaping my lips
"nothing tart" i chuckled slightly, tart glared at me before teleporting out the room, leaving me to my thoughts, i sighed and leaned back in my chair, my body relaxing completely "i suppose i had best check on kisshu" i sighed, a small smile forming on my lips, i got out my chair and teleported to kisshus room, he was layed ontop of the covers, his top still on the floor and a bandage wrapped around his chest to help protect the stitching, which needs checking, i walked over quietly, his face was calm and still slightly pale, but it was slowly returning to normal now, i sighed and gently removed the bandage to see the stiches, the injury itself went across the middle of his chest and onto his right shoulder, the stiching had stopped most of the bloodloss, but some was still seaping through, i grabbed some tissue and gently wiped it away before it dried and became infected, i pulled the bandage back down, i looked over to his face, only to see his liquid golden eyes open wide, clearly shocked, he blinked a few times and his eyes returned to normal size, he groaned
"so how bad is it?" he grumbled
"not as bad as it was, i stopped the bleeding, well most of it, so now you need to rest, which means staying in bed and no teleporting" i explained firmly, kisshu pouted slightly, now if kisshu used a puppy dog look on me, i would cave in
"well at least im still here huh" kisshu chuckled, there was pain in there though, i felt the air ripple behind me, kisshu groaned and rolled his eyes, i smiled slightly, kisshu raised an eyebrow, just like tart did
"hey kisshu your up" tart said happily, i moved away from kisshu and stood at the bottom of the bed, kisshu slwoly sat up, i saw his jaw lock, trying to ignore the pain im guessing
"hey shrimp" kisshu smiled, tart glared at him
"im not a shrimp!" tart moaned, again stomping his foot in a girly manner, me and kisshu raised an eyebrow at him, both of us smiling, tart fumed
"why does everyone keep staring at me!" tart demanded
"no reason tart" kisshu chuckled, pain deep in his laugh though, tart glared but dropped it
"fine so how are you anyway?" tart asked, kisshu smiled
"im ok, bit of pain but ill be ok" kisshu smiled
"good good you do realise your an idiot right?" tart asked
"i know i am" he sighed "the things you do huh" he grumbled, which was odd, usually when it came to the subject of the pink mew he was all happy and bubbly
"good atleast you know" tart sighed, he eyes holding a knowing glint, kisshu nodded "well im off nah" tart smiled before teleporting out the room, kisshu smiled
"damn hes annoying somtimes" kisshu chuckled, i smiled slightly
"well he is around you alot" i chuckled, kisshus eyebrows shot up
"oh dear your laughing, are you ill?" kisshu asked, humour in his voice aswel as shock, i smiled at him and luckly didnt blush, but his cheeks tinted red slightly, i raised an eyebrow
"do you have a fever?" i asked as i walked over and placed my hand on his forhead, it was cool, so he was blushing "hmm you dont" i muttered, trying not to smile, kisshus eyes were wide with shock
"i dont?" he muttered, eyes still wide, i removed my hand
"nope your fine" i smiled before teleporting out of there and into the lab, were tart was floating around on his back, his arms behind his head, his face in deep thought "tart?" i asked, his eyes snapped opened as he turned to me
"hey pai" tart said darkly, i shook it of and sat in my chair, i felt tart hover closer "i know who you like" he whispered darkly, i sighed and turned to him, trying contain my horror
"go on then?" i sighed, folding my arms over my chest, tart looked taken back slightly "or did you want me to panic?" i asked curiously, he frowned
"actually i wanted you to trip up and say it yourself" tart grumbled, i sighed
"so im guessing you dont know then?" i asked, a smile was tugging at his lips
"i have a hunch" he smirked, i rolled my eyes and turned back to the computer "you should tell him" tart sighed, i sighed and turned back around
"walk with me" i sighed as i stood, tart nodded and floated to the ground, we walked out the lab and walked down the corridor
"you should tell him though" tart muttered
"its not that simple tart" i sighed
"why not?" tart asked
"1 word, ichigo" i sighed
"ahh i see" tart muttered somthing was wrong about his voice, like he knew somthing i didnt
"so i dont see the point really" i sighed, we were walking down kisshus corridor
"you could still try, who knows he may like you back" tart said calmly
"what are the chances of it tart, be honest with me" i sighed, coming to a stop, infront of kisshus door
"i dont know, hes a mysterious guy if you havent noticed, he may like you back for all you know, but you wont know unless you tell him" tart suggested, when did tart get so wise?
"i dont know tart" i sighed, tart did too "ok i guess" tart sighed, i nodded and teleported back to the lab, so tart does know who i like then, and funnily enough he isnt taking the piss, he seems to think its a possibility for him to like me back, but what are the chances, kisshu is obsessed with that pink mew mew, ichigo, even saying her name leaves a bad taste in my mouth, i shook my head quickly and concentrated on the blank computer screen infront of me, i had an urge to punch a hole through it, i felt the air ripple behind me "hello tart" i sighed
"its not tart"
