Don't Own X-men, We all know that

A/N: Ok so first off i don't have a name for this story yet so any ideas then please let me know they would really help me. Also at the moment I'm only gonna start with a few chapters to see how it goes so please review and tell me what you think

Summery:
Rogue's life is complicated, no one understands what it's like. She can't touch another human being and inside it is silently hurting her, eating away at her. In her head is no picnic either with the voices in her head always there with their whispered voices, always taunting, always mocking. When life becomes all too much for her she runs. The X-men knowing she has a need for time leave her to be and let her return in her own time. When Rogue is found hurting by Remy he takes in upon himself to help her and hopefully stop her pain.

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CH 1

Rogue looked around her small single bedroom at Xaivers School for gifted youngsters. It no longer looked so much like her as it once did. Her personal items were all trapped in one of the two zipped up bags or locked away in the safety of her desk drawers. Tears began to form in her eyes as she picked up her two bags before flicking off the lights and creeping silently out of the building. She came to the garage and wheeled her red and black motorbike out onto the driveway. She carefully stowed her bags away, then got on and drove away into the distant horizon.

The mansion slowly awoke to the welcoming sun filled day. Rushing water filled the bathrooms and running students filled the halls and kitchen. Through the rush no one noticed the one who was gone.

Pulling her hair into a high ponytail Kitty ran down the stairs only barely keeping her balance to stop her from tripping over. She came to the front door and ran straight through it, searching wildly for her ride. Seeing Scott's red car sitting waiting she ran over a jumped in before it pulled away and sped out onto the main roads headed for school.

Rogue sped through the open roads heading for a place only she knew of. The pulled her bike to a stop and concealed it behind a tree before checking her pockets and walking off into the emerald of the trees. She continued to walk through the forest of tree until she came to a clearing surrounded by trees on one side and a glistening lake on the other. She sat down against a familiar tree and pulled out a heavy metallic object. She weighed it carefully in her hands, testing its weight. She held it up holding the gun to her head, pressed towards her right temple. It had only one bullet cased within it, waiting to be released. Tears ran in glassy veins down her cheeks as she forced her hand to stop it's shaking. Holding her hand stiff and ready she willed herself to push slowly on the trigger.

Remy made his way through the trees, heading towards a lake hidden there. He came slowly and quietly to the spot he believed only he knew of a saw a figure sitting by a tree. He crept closer in a mouse like silence, wanting to take a closer look. He got within several meters of the figure and finally was able to recognize who it was and see what she was doing. Seeing the gun held in her hand, finger prepared to press tightly on the trigger made him start to run towards her. He had seen too much death in his lifetime to let hers be another he would witness; no he had to stop her.

Wind blew through the leaves pushing her hair across her face, but Rogue simply ignored it. A rusting of leaves came from behind it her; a second later her hand was hit off target just as the gun was fired.
"Chere, what the hell are you doing!" an angered voice question
But Rogue was not listening; her eyes were focused on the fresh small bullet hole in the tree, a bullet hole that should have been in her head.
"Chere?" the voice asked again
Rogue looked down at her hand, the gun was still held loosely in it. She released her fingers and let it slip from her hand. She then fell forwards tears decorating her cheeks, before hitting the ground she was caught within strong masculine arms. Pulling her into his lap Remy held Rogue tightly as she cried salty tears into his shoulder.
"Why'd you do it?" he whispered
"You wouldn't understand" she replied through tears
"So make Remy understand" he retorted
Rogue only lifted her head and looked him in the eyes, green meet red.
"I can't" she muttered in a barely audible voice but Remy caught it
"Let me help" he stated
Rogue only closed her eyes forcing away the tears.
"Ok" she whisper
"You mean it?"
Rogue felt tears filling her eyes again, shakily getting to her feet she movement away from his reach before running through the trees into the fading light.