Disclaimer: I own nothing except the plat line, and I'm so lost with it I guess I don't own that either, lol!

A/N: Contains spoilers in New Moon, if you haven't read New Moon…Get off your butt and go read it, not my cruddy story!!!

Summery: This takes place After Bella jumps from the cliff in New Moon. Jacob saves her but he and Charlie decided to put her in an institution. Alice never showed up.


"Happy Birthday Bella!" said the group in front of her. The 7 in front of her looked hopeful for her response. They should have known better. Bella just sat in her chair and continued to stare out the window in a trance. The group of nurses frowned, though used to her silent treatment, and took no offence. They were used to her behavior by now, but still hopeful that she would snap out of it soon. One of the nurses sighed and wheeled her over to the table in hopes that she would eat something, but knowing it wouldn't happen. She tried to think of something to say, but just kept remembering Bella's 21st birthday.

"Bella! You're only 21! Stop this at once and get back inside! Your life has just began, you're beautiful and kind, and have so much to live for, so much to do, please stop this at once!" cried the nurse. That was a horrible day, hearing the doctors talking about her never being able to walk again from her "fall". That was when Bella gave up. She stopped eating and even talking became a chore, till she gave that up as well.

"Bella, please at least try the cake." the nurses kept saying to her, but she just stared into the nothingness. They would never understand, she thought, I'm OLD. If...THEY didn't want her at 18, why should they now, I just have to face the fact that THEY aren't coming back. No one thought that she was right, that life was to dull and boring to live without the ones you love. I should be dead anyway with what I know. Bella was brought back to the present when a nurse said something about Charlie.

"...He said he wasn't coming back till we told him she was better, poor man; I don't think he realizes her chances are so slim." After that the nurses got up and continued talking on the way out. I was used to being alone, I was always alone now. Renee and Phil came to visit once but I just stared at them until they left and never can back. I remembered they told me they got married, but nothing else. Charlie, poor Charlie, he used to come here every weekend until I told him that the thought of him going fishing on the weekends would make me happier. Now he would or I guess used to visit once a month and always sent me a letter once a week or so, but I never opened them. The only other person to visit was Jacob, he used to see if I changed my mind and would go out with him, like it mattered what I did anymore, but that was a long time ago when he finally gave up. A sudden commotion at the front desk stirred her from her thoughts. She could hear a nurse getting angry and shouting for security. "You can't go in there sir, the patient doesn't want visitors, Hey! Come back don't…" Bella looked up to see the door starting to open, and froze in shock and wonder on whom it could be.