Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters or the show or anything. All I own is the idea! This is my 3rd Digimon fic so please enjoy. This is probably going to be a long one, and I still mess up a lot so please help me out with this. This is yaoi/shounen-ai! Which means boyxboy love! So if you do not like that kind of stuff you shouldn't be here reading it. The pairings are Jyoushiro( JyouxKoushiro) Taito (YamatoxTaichi) and Daiken (KenxDaisuke) Please R/R and tell me what you think! I should be posting more up soon! This will be done in different points of view. (italics are thoughts and journals and stuff are in ) I have revamped this chapter from the original to make it slightly longer. Enjoy!

Bleeding Hearts
Chapter 1: Studying and Storms

Yamato POV

Yamato was sitting at his desk,staring at his computer screen. He was looking through pictures that he had saved from the last school year. All of his friends smiling and playing around happily. 'This year, so much has happened and everyone thought the adventures would never end, even though there were not many trips to the digital world and not many chances to see our digimon. Let's see what has happened. Hikari and Takeru even got together, finally! Sora has pretty much given up hope on me finally and had been hanging out with the girls more often, except when everyone was together. I can't believe that Mimi stayed here a whole year living at Sora's, and soon she will be going back to America bringing Sora with her for a few months. Well at least they are off mine, Kou's and Taichi's back. Taichi...Taichi, Ken and Daisuke are doing well in their soccer games, with Miyako always helping them train harder, rain or shine. Koushiro has been tutoring a few kids in his grade, and Iori has been busier then ever with his Kendo, except when hanging out with my kid brother. Jyou has been studying hard for his science tests, he told us he decided he wanted to get into genetic engineering. He thinks it would disapoint his family if they found out so he has decided not to tell them until later on. Wow, we are the biggest group of good friends I know. It's amazing how the adventures in the digital world brought us together like this.' Yamato smiled while closing his computer files and flopped down on his bed. 'Everyone hadn't been in one huge group together in about a mounth though, because of all this end of year excitment going on. Exams are coming up fast and everyone seems to be moodier and more emotional lately. The whole younger generation is also supposed to go off to camp for a few weeks once summer starts too. Taichi is planning to go to soccer camp, trying to convice Ken and Daisuke to skip regular camp and go with him, while I'm trying to convice Taichi to come on tour with me. Taichi... have to stop thinking about him. Let's see, who else is there... Jyou was trying to get a part time job in something he wasnt illergic to, Koushiro was going off to computer camp and I'm was planning to go on tour with my band obviously.' Yamato's thoughts were completely right, everyone had things to do for the first half of summer. Before all that excitment happens though they all planned to get together at Jyou's house every night to study for their end of year exams which is a new thing for the youngest members of the group, besides Iori, who has been there just for moral support. Tonight was going to be there last study session because they all had exams early this year. Yamato's mother has been bothering Yamato alot lately on his moody behaviour and bought him a journal to write all his thoughts in. She though since she has noticed that he has been stressed out a lot lately and he doesn't want to talk about it, that it would help. She also thought it would be a great place to write his song lyrics in and to clear his mind from whatever has been bothering him this last while. Yamato rolled his eyes at the green covered journal his mom threw at him and rolled over onto his stomach and pushed his blond hair away from his eyes.

"Write, I won't let you leave this house until you sit in here and write something." she requested, shutting the door behind her

"Fine, but it won't help because I have not been moody! It's everyone else that has been!" Yamato yelled through his bedroom door.

'Humm what to write, God, why is Mom even bothering with this, I feel so feminine.' He flipped to about the middle and started to write.

Ugh, I cannot believe I am actually keeping one of these. Well, here I am, actually writing. And do you know why? My mother. She told me if I write down my thoughts and feelings it would help me clear my mind and I'd be able to work on my work with on my Teenage Wolves lyrics better. Since when does she care anyways. What thoughts and feelings? I don't have anything to hide. Do I? Well there is one thing I've had on my mind, but I refuse to admit that and I will definitely not even try to mention it. What if someone saw this journal and read it? They'd probably think the cool Yama has gone girly. I'm not really the type of person who would write journals, but I'm more of the type of person to just let nothing bother me. Well I tell myself that. I'm obviously not though. If I say what I thought inside, I would definitely not be who I am. Oh shit! I am actually writing what I'm thinking. Well I'm going to stop writing now, before my mind takes over this pen and I reveal my feelings about someone. I'm going to Jyou's house with the other digi-destined' to study for exams. I'm going to go over a bit early so I can clear my mind for all this math crap. Why would I need math to be a musician anyway? Well I'll be forced to write again later. Peace -Yamato

Yamato quicky shut his book and shoved it into one of his drawers and ran out of his room.

"Mom! I've done what you've asked me to do. I'm going over to Jyou's house a little early to get more work done, okay? We'll be there until later tonight, I think the older kids may be sleeping over if necessary." Yamato called to his mother while running down the stairs.

"Okay honey, Takeru will be over in about an hour when he's done cleaning up his room!" Mrs. Ishida yelled down the stairs. "Make sure you wear a coat, it's pouring rain outside and I don't want you catching something before summer starts!"

"Sure mom!" the blond boy said while grabbing his coat. He walked outside his apartment and looked down at the street below. It was pouring buckets, but the lightning was just so nice to look at. During exams, Yamato and Takeru are living together with their mother, and then they will be spending the first week of summer with their father. They thought it would be easier since she lives closer to their schools. He continued to walk down the street and he pulled down his hood. For some reason, he wanted to get wet. The rain was just so nice and calming today. It looked so beautiful, like a picture in a book or a painting or something, it made Yamato smile, which he quickly hid as he saw some seniors girls at his school pass by. He looked back at them after they passed and was confused why he cared about what they thought of him, he wasn't even attracted to them. He shrugged it off and came to Jyou's front door, and rang the doorbell. He saw an older blue haired boy answer the door whom he recognized as Jyou's eldest brother Shin.

"Hey Yamato, come on in. Wow you're soaked, can't you see it's pouring rain outside?" Shin asked the younger boy as he closed the door, letting him inside."Jyou's in his room, you might want to towel off first though..."

"It's okay." The blond answered walking toward the eldest digidestined' room letting his hair drip all over his floor.

"Hey Yama, you're here early. What's up?" Jyou asked getting up from his bed.

"Nothing really. Nothing to do at home, so might as well come early." Yamato said falling back onto Jyou's bed. "Did I wake you or something?"

"No, I was just resting, thinking about some thing. It's nothing important." Jyou said sighing, laying back down..

"Oh, okay. Well, do you want to start working? When the others get here, we won't forget to work and watch a movie instead or something. I mean, I really want to pass math!" Yamato said, getting up and grabbing his books from the floor.

"Sure, here, I'll quiz you on what you know so far. Let's start with some algebra." The other boy said taking the book. "What is 9x + 2y(4-6)..."

'Math, why can't I never consintrate when people start giving me math equations, it seems like it is the only subject that causes me to zone out. I wonder if one day we'll all go our separate ways and not talk to each other again or something. I really don't want that to happen. We're all such good friends, some of us are closer than others, but we are all best friends who can rely on each other no matter what. I wonder where Taichi is right now, he said he was planning to come over early too. Must have forgotten, why do I keep finding ways to think about him. Wasn't I thinking about math a minute ago. It's as if...' Yamato's thoughts were cut off my Jyou's voice coming though to his mind.

"Yamato! Helloooo? You know, it isn't much help if you zone out and don't answer the questions I'm asking you." He said, taking off his glasses and wiping them with his shirt. "What's so interesting to think about other than math, well maybe.. anyways... come on Yama consentrate."

"Oh, sorry Jyou. Just kinda clued out, I know I should pay more attention, but I can't stop thinking about... never mind." The blond replied shaking his head, bewildered by the thought he almost exposed what he was thinking to his friend, which he never does, ever.

"Well it's okay, lets start again from question one. What is-" Jyou was cut of once again. But this time by his older brother Shuu's voice.

"Jyou, Koushiro is here!" The eldest boy yelled from the hall.

"Or maybe not..." Jyou sighed getting up trying to hold a smile from hearing the red head had arrived. ' Weird, if I wasn't completely out of it today, I would have just sworn a saw Jyou was trying to hide a smile from hearing Kou arrived... he can't... what am I thinking, I'm just jumping to conclusions..'

"Hey Jyou! Am I too early? My mom wanted to go shopping so she dropped me off early." Yamato heard Koushiro say from the other side of the door. Then he froze at the door when he spotted Yamato. "Uh, hey Yama, you here early too? Wait..., I'm not interrupting anything or anything am I?" he asked looking at the blond sprawled out on Jyou's bed. 'Woow this is too much, now Koushiro thinks that me and Jyou were up to something in here. I think I'm not the only one who is jumping to conclusions today. Koushiro probably thought Jyou was trying to tell me things and I was trying to get closer to him. I have to stop thinking about this, I'm just thinking about things that don't even make sence. Shut up brain! You're turning into Taichi. Oh shit! Taichi! Ughhh!'

"No, Jyou was just helping me study for my math exam." Yamato said shaking the thoughts out of his head. "You're soaked too Koushiro, enjoying the rain?" Yamato asked eyeing the computer wiz and giving him a weird look.

"Oh, sorry about that.."Koushiro smiled and sat on Jyou's bed cheerfully. "Ofcourse I've been enjoying the rain it's the most prodigious weather! Don't you guys think? It's amazing to be in! The lightning hasn't been that blue in a long time. I think if it hits any major poles our whole city's power could be out in seconds. Sooo..., I brought a flashlight, just in case!" Koushiro said happily, flicking the flashlight on and off at Jyou's eyes.

"Heyy, cut it out Kou!" Jyou said laughing, trying to cover his eyes with his hands. "Come on. Lets get working, before the others get here and we've done nothing."

"So Koushiro. How do you think you will do on your exams? You will probably pass with a 110 in everything!" Yamato laughed and pushed Koushiro onto the floor.

"Haha, very funny, but I'm still not as smart as Jyou, I'm just very experienced in modern technology." Koushiro said rolling his eyes, moving over to sit beside Jyou who was smiling from the complimant. Yamato just smirked. He continued trying to keep working with the other two boys, but his mind just kept wondering, and he kept thinking and picturing his best friend and wondering when he and the others were coming. ' Nooo! I can't be thinking about him. This is so wrong! I have to focus on my math. Focus...' He had to contuniously keep shaking his thoughts away. Half an hour later, the other digi-destined finally arrived.

"Hey, Ishida, I think this time I'll finally beat you in math, you're not doing so well, and I hang out with Daisuke everyday." Taichi said sitting on Yamato's stomach, looking through his notes. ' Why do I have to get these electric shocks running through me every time our skin meet? I'm not going to let my feelings come out because I decided I do not feel that way.'

"You wish!" Yamato shot back rolling from beneath Taichi making him land hardly on the ground. "Now common, be serious, your going to start turning more into Daisuke,

"Why do I keep hearing people talking about me!" Daisuke yelled from behind Yamato looking extremely confused and angry. Hikari pushed the boy to the ground.

"Forget about that and study already! And if you still can't pass with Jyou and Ken's help, you are truly a messed up child." The young girl said walking out of the people filled bedroom and over to the living room. 'Oh boy, this is going to be one hell of a night...' Yamato thought, also walking out of the room, sitting down between Ken and Hikari.

Chapter End

To be continued...

A/N: Well there we go! This first chapter is to be my first very multi pairing fic! Well I had that one-shot, but that was just mearly hints. This one hopefully will be better too. Please please R/R! These chapters will all be in different people perspectives, some more than others of course. This fic will be very long when I'm done with it. So please keep on reading! I wrote this during religon class, during my community service hours, and when I was driving home in the car. So if it isn't the best, please forgive me. I'll be fixing it up when I post the second chapter. Thank you! - Izumi