-1 Tears flood her life.

Fang! How could he! He is meant to be mine! That's what was meant to happen forever! But no I go out cause we need supplies and come home to him in bloody bed with the hotel managers daughter. He trys to defend it by saying…Get this "She jumped me." She jumped him?! Then why the hell was it his arse in the air. MEN! I'm so confused. I need to sleep…Hold that I got to hurl.

How, how am I supposed to feel
When everything surrounding me
Is nothing but a fake disguise
I don't know,
I don't know where I belong
It's time for me to carry on
I'll say goodbye

He gets to stay in the hotel room and I'm stuck out here, in a cave, in the middle of a bloody storm! This can't be right. He's probably really pleased with himself. At least tomorrow he'll find out why I haven't been letting him screw me. I hope he feels really guilty. Arse. It sucks being a 15-year-old-mutant-freak that is trying to protect five others, run from evil whitecoats, stay out of site from the erasers and has a mini mutant growing in her. You understand? No you wouldn't I don't envy you, I would've but I can't be bothered. I guess Fang kind of dumped me, I mean you don't just go off screwing others when your partners out do you?

I can't stop the rain from fallin'
I'm drownin in these tears I cry
Since you left without a warning
I face the dawn with sleepless eyes
No I can't go on
When clouds are pushin' down on me, boy
I can't stop, I can't stop the rain
From fallin

Stupid, stupid Max. I should've stayed and waited to rip barbies head off or at least an explanation. I realise that he may get feelings, cravings, urges…Whatever their called, but couldn't he have done something else? Crap, now I'm crying. I thought we'd always be together be the happy couple. That's what movies don't show you the tragic side of a relationship.

So, tell me where I went wrong
I'm stuck inside a dream long gone
It's hard to reveal the truth
Your love,
Is nothing but a bitter taste
It's better if I walk away,
Away from you

I think if the erasers came, they wouldn't really have to try and get me I mean I wouldn't put much of a fight up…Wait on I would so! My relationship might be over but I will not let the school get my baby! I will be the best mother I can be and I will love it. Stuff the past its all towards the future.

A.N: Deciding whether or not to continue. What do you think I should do?