Title:How Hard Is It?/ Do You Think I Would Forget?
Author: 4ever
Summ: okay this is something new, consider like a week of episodes one is for Buffy and one for Angel totally unrelated.
Disclaimer: They don't belong to me, but if they did we'd be due for a crossover about now!!!!
How Hard Is It?- Angel POV(takes place right after or during, when he is burning the Darla pictures)

Do you know how hard it is to draw someone you love? It's almost impossible because you can never capture them. The way that they are to you in unable to be replicated and that's why you love them.
I used to be upset, when I couldn't draw Buffy. I would wonder why my drawings of Darla had come so easily and when I tried to capture Buffy I never did her justice. Then, I realized that she was uncapturable. There's a picture of her in my desk. She gave it to me when we first started dating. It has her standing in the sunlight. I looked at it yesterday and wondered if she ever thought of me and how much she has grown since I left. I never wanted her to grow without me, but I can't freeze time. I'd like to believe we're growing together.
Do you know how hard it is to be an artist and not have a reflection? Speaking from a technical point of view self portraits are the easiest thing to do since you don't need to pay a model. Small things to look forward to when I can be human, a reflection, a pulse, sunlight, Buffy... Well she's a big thing. I never left her with a drawing of me or her. I wonder if she still has any pictures of me. I wonder if she still has the claddagh ring. I wonder which direction she would wear it in if she were to put it on.

Do You Think I Would Forget? - Buffy (can come anywhere after "I Will Remember You")
He thinks I don't know. Someday I'll tell him that our special day, which he thinks that only he remembers, well I remember it to. The oracles told him I wouldn't. They did it to make it easier on him. So we wouldn't have more "history" to deal with when we parted. I hated telling him that I would forget what I had just pledged to remember. Even as I said it in my mind I contradicted myself.
One day I'll tell him. "Do you think I would forget? Do you think I could forget? I promised you I'd never forget. Love is stronger than time." Don't ever forget me, Angel.