YOU MAKE MY HEART CRY.
This is the sequel to LOVE AND TEARS ARE THE SAME. Just so you know, this story will not have much…uh…excitement, or a rush. It's a story about a feeling that you can get when you love someone but you feel that they're moving away from you. I hope you enjoy it.
Disclaimer: I don't own the Get Backers.
Dedication: you know who you are. Both of you….does an evil twin make it three of you?
I SAID I LOVED YOUThe world changes. All the time. Every day something is different….unpredictable.
Kazuki doesn't really like change.
He's sitting at one of the booths in the HonkyTonk now, sipping his coffee, and watching in amusement as Ban tries to eat Ginji's head, something about "losing all the #$#$ money…" His left hand is delicately wrapped around Shido's upper arm, gently restraining the taller man (or trying to), explaining in an amused voice that Ginji does not need his protection.
His long fingers are sliding up Shido's arm, caressing it…like a lover would…
I shake myself out of the fog of doubt and worry that is threatening to swamp my mind. I look back at Kazuki's hand on Shido's arm…. it hasn't moved. Just my brain scaring me.
Sometimes I wish I had stayed blind.
Natsumi is holding up a CD, squealing delightedly as she puts it into the CD player the gang got her for her birthday. It sounds very soft and lilting…the music, as if the strings of the instrument were very precious.
I can see Kazuki closing his eyes and listening to the music,
Kazuki likes music.
He looks so beautiful now, with his head to one side and his bangs falling lightly over his face. An angel.
I wish he was mine.
I told him I loved him, he said he felt the same way about me, and for a while I was the happiest man in the world.
But dreams don't last. Nothing's happened. We don't live together, or even see each other that often….
I'm jealous. Kazuki doesn't need me. Not in the same way I need him. He has other people, he has Toshiki….
I have….me. I wish I had Kazuki, but I don't.
Shido's talking to him, I hate that man! I hate it how he just talks to Kazuki….as if…….
Sometimes I just wished he had killed me. Back then, in the Limitless Fortress. Because if he had, then I wouldn't have to feel this way.
These irrational feelings I don't understand.
Everything was so much simpler when we were kids…..
So, that's the first chapter………….?
