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I looked at the window in Ponboy and I's room. I crept out of the bed trying not to wake my younger brother. As I crept over to the window a harsh cold breeze from the fan hit me. I wanted to escape its harsh winds in the protection of my warm bed. But I also didn't want to wake up my little brother so I made my way out of the room to take a shower. I usually don't wake up this early in the morning but this was different some weird urge just hit my while I was sleeping to wake up early today.

'Oh well now that I'm already at the shower I guess I have no choice'. I stripped down to bare skin and shut the door. I turned the faucet on and pulled the rod thingy up to transfer the water to the shower head. I thrusted out my arm to feel the water and walked in. As the water ran down my body I couldn't help but admire myself.

'I mean don't all beautiful people do this'.

'Oh well'. I didn't really care if I was the only one. So I kept on just standing there admiring myself before actually started washing myself. As I was doing so my mind had slightly shifted to a rather morbid thought in the back of my head.

'I wonder how it would feel to bathe in blood instead of water' quickly realizing what I had just thought I quickly pushed it from my mind.

'God Soda why the hell are you thinking about things like this'.

'I don't know Soda maybe I want to' I usually talked to myself in my head a lot when I was alone. I grabbed the soap and again the morbid thought came rushing in. This time an allowed it to take over my body.

'It won't hurt I mean it's just a little thought'. I started to imagine myself laying in the tub. Warm blood suddenly filled the tub. As I submerged myself in the blood and reemerged. My skin looked and felt softer and younger.

'Oh god shit no this is wrong' I quickly tried to throw the thought from my head'. The rest of the day the same fantasy drifted through my head. When I was at work, when I was eating lunch, when I was eating dinner, when I was with the gang, when I was talking, and when I was trying to sleep. I pulled Ponyboy closer to me tightly wrapping my arms around him.

"Soda stop I'm trying to sleep" Pony moaned.

"Sorry Pony I-I just got abit scared".

"Scared about what?" he turned to face me with a smile.

"I've been kind of having thoughts about… you would think I'm insane if I told you". I rolled away from him to face the other direction.

"C'mon Soda you can tell me I won't think you're crazy" he wined rubbing my shoulder.

"Are you sure?" I turned back over to face my little brother.

"Positive, now what is this thing you've been afraid of", He smiled as if I was about to tell him a joke.

"I-I've been kind of been having thoughts on what it would be like to bathe in-in blood" I winced as the last word past through my lips. He looked at me with wide eyes that soon went back down to normal.

"Soda, have um you heard of bloody Mary" he said looking at me concerningly.

"I think so why".

"Do you know why she's called that" his voice was now shaking. I pulled him close to my chest trying to comfort him.

"No".

"She killed young servants and bathed in their blood to look younger". I pulled Pony even closer to keep him from looking at my worried eyes.

"Its ok I'm not going to turn into a monster like her" I said reassuringly.

"I promise you Ponyboy it was just a thought nothing but a thought".

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