Haha, I shouldn't be starting another fan fiction, I've already got 3 others on my shoulders, but might as well enjoy typing while you can, even if you still got years of it. It's just too fun, making up scenarios in your head! . Also, I've been reading too much sad fanfics and decided to write one of my own.

Anyways, I've already released a disclaimer on the other fanfic, which will be on hold so I can type up the story here.


It was another day at the Black Order, usual fights and laughs...

Allen walked to Komui's office, for he was called over by the scientist himself. Allen had recently felt fatigued and ill, then getting a check up to find out the source of the problem. Allen sat down on a chair, waiting for the older Lee to get his results in order. Allen was slightly worried, but he was certain it wouldn't be as bad as he thought. It could have been a simple fever for all he knew.

Komui walked into his office, envelope in hand. His face bore a distraught look. "Walker... I have your results."

Allen scooted to the edge of the seat, signaling Komui to tell him his results. Komui sighed and opened the white envelope. He read aloud.

"Allen Walker, your usage of your innocence has depleted your life. You have 1 more year to live, and your condition is a signal of that. Everyday, you'll gradually loose more energy, eventually unable to move properly. I had estimated if you don't use your innocence for the remaining time, you'll have until Christmas day. I had request your release from the Order so you can live the rest of your life how you choose."

Allen's heart skipped a beat, he eyes widened and he looked up at Komui. "Y-you're kidding me right?"

Komui crushed half the envelope in his hand, cursing in his head.

Allen stood up from the seat, trying his best to smile. "Komui... I think I'll excuse myself." His sentence soon lost volume as he walked out. Komui could only watch has another's friend life would be lost because of their Innocence.


Allen walked to his room, his face in an unstable smile. He didn't want to bother his friends about this, he didn't feel like they should worry. He opened the door, only to be stopped by his rival, Yuu Kanda. "Oi, Beansprout!"

Allen turned his head slightly. "It's... Allen." His voice was weak and weary, as if he had screamed from the top of his lungs for hours.

Kanda's grip loosened as he heard the response. Allen yanked his hand away and slammed the door shut. "OI!" Kanda yelled out in anger. He started banging the door, trying to get Allen to open it. Lenalee saw Kanda angrily abusing the door's wooden frame and walked over to him.

"Kanda, what are you doing?", Lenalee asked. "You're going to break the door!"

Kanda kicked the door down, the 2 exorcist's eyes widened to what they see. Allen had took out a suitcase and was in the start of packing. His white hair overlapped his eyes.

"Allen? What are you doing?", Lenalee asked.

Allen had no excuse in his head, he couldn't think of any. He decided to come straight. "Guys... I'm going on a mission, and I might not return."


Yup, another fanfic where Allen finds out he's gonna die!

Sorry sorry Spare my life please!