Love Me Harder

Chapter 1

I, Ally Dawson, was never one to be afraid. But spiders were a bit scary to me, like how could someone like those. But I was never afraid of people I guess. But one person did kind of give me chills. Austin Moon. He would stare me down everyday. His eyes fading from a beautiful gold-hazel brown to pitch black. He was always with his group of friends, never really coming to actually talk to me. It kind of freaked me out but I never cared. He was just some creep I guess.

I was sitting with my best friend Trish at our friend Melanie's annual house party.

"Hey I need a drink I said quickly." Trish nodded and I got up. I walked into the living room and grabbed a beer can out of the cooler and popped the tab. I walked around the house, admiring how nice it is. I ended up in her bedroom, looking at a huge mural of a sunset she had in her bedroom.

"Beautiful isn't it?" A voice spoke from behind me. It was Austin, his eyes, for once, not pitch black as they watched me.

"Yeah it is." I said taking a sip from the beer can. I looked down at my outfit, a short black skirt adorning the too 3 inches of of thighs, a grey printed t shirt on my torso, the lace of my black bra showing with the low cut, I had black converse thrown on the my feet.

"Yeah." He said stuffing his hands in the pocket of his black jeans. He had on a black button up, black jeans, and some converse on too. He stepped forward, his eyes turning dark again. I never notice just how attractive he was. I was slightly buzzed, not that that was gonna change my mind. He kept walking forward to me, his body only a foot away from me. I notice that he had closed the door behind him. I tried to back up, but there was a fucking wall in the way. I put the beer can down on the dresser, his body now really close. I could smell the minty-ness of his breath. His eyes watched mine, their blackness burning into my pupils. His hands roughly grabbed my hips. He still didn't say a word and he pulled my body into his. I wanted to scream but I was frozen. I didn't know what was happening. His lips moved into the space right under my jaw. Nobody had ever done anything like this to me. But I don't even know this kid. I bit my lip trying to suppress a moan. His teeth lightly grazed my neck in soft bites that were then followed by kisses. I could hold back anymore. My back was arched against the wall as his lips worked at my neck. He was smiling into my neck, me still not comprehending what was going on. My hands tangled themselves into the hair on the nape of his neck. His hands moved from my hips to under my shirt. He cupped my breasts under his large warm hands. At this point I was breathing so hard I felt like I as suffocating. My body was rippling into his, one hand moving from under my shirt to cup my ass. My leg moved itself and wrapped around his hip. I could hear music playing from downstairs, the songs bass vibrating all the way upstairs. I was grinding my hips harshly into his at this point, feeling his erection through his pants. His hand was squeezing my breast firmly. I was moaning loudly at this point, surprising myself that these sounds could come out of my body. His hand moved from my ass to under my skirt, his hand quickly ripping the lace from me, removing the only thing I had on under my skirt. I had never felt like this before, my body sending all it's heat down there, the area throbbing with want. His lips moved from my neck and he looked into my face. He smiled a kind of creepy smile before engulfing my lips in his. He unzipped his jeans and opened the button. I moved my hand and gripped the waistband of his jeans, his hips moving into mine, a groan escaping his lips into my mouth. He undid the button and just pulled his erection out, leaving his jeans on. My leg wrapped around his hip again, the other one staying down, my balance staying on that one's toes. He grabbed my hips and quickly shoved himself inside of me. I was still so confused but oh god it felt good. I rolled my hips against his, his face pulling away from me. His hands found themselves underneath my shirt again, fondling me. I was moving my hips against his harshly, him moving in and out of me. He looked at my, my face probably looking exhausted. He kissed me and grabbed my other leg, bring it around his hip. He grabbed my hands and held them over my head, his driving strongly against mine. I moaned loudly as he kept going, a smile on his face. My hands were squeezing his as he held them against the wall.

"Harder...harder." I could barely get the words out. He understood my plea and drove himself into me even harder than before. He was sweating and breathing harder, the occasional groan escaping his lips. Now me, I was over everything. I was screaming, moaning , everything that kind of made it sound like he was murdering me. I was screaming at the top of my lungs, Austin's body driving itself into me. He let go of my hand and held my ass, my hands hands moving to his shoulders. My ankles were crossed behind his back.

"Oh my god baby." He finally spoke but in a groan as he kissed my neck. I screamed, by body shaking, his hands digging into my soft skin. I was drenched in sweat, my long wavy hair a mess. He let me down. He fixed his pants and his shirt before brushing his hands through his hair. He walked out of the room. My body slid down the wall. What the hell just happened. I ran my hand through my hair and replayed that event. I still felt his warmth in me, my uncovered area sitting on my skirt. I slid my panties back up my legs and walked out of the room, my legs feeling like jelly. I walked slowly down the stairs, gripping the railing tightly. I walked to the room where I left Trish. She was sitting on the couch with a Budweiser bottle scrolling through her phone.

"Hey I thought you were just getting a drink?" She said looking up from her phone.

"Yeah I did and then I just walked around the house for a little to clear my head. She smiled.

"Oh well it's almost five I think we should head home, can I sleep over?" She asked. I nodded getting up and walking out of the house to her car.

We pulled up to my house, my dad, of course not home. I unlocked the door, Trish standing behind me. We walked into the house, her sitting on the plush couch in the living room.

"Okay you liar fess up." She said when I sat on the couch next to her.

"What do you mean?" I asked with pretend confusion. She sighed annoyingly.

"I know you didn't just walk around the house. You came back with your makeup running, hickeys, and a limp. What happened?" She said with her hands on my shoulders. I sighed and explained everything to her. When I was done explaining she looked at me, her mouth wide open.

"So he took your virginity?" She said. I nodded.

"Did he rape you?" She asked all of a sudden. I never looked at it like that.

"I don't think it was because I wanted it...a lot."

"Ew." She said jokingly.

"So how was it?" She asked.

"Really good." I said with a nod. She nodded with a blank face. She yawned, telling me to go to sleep. I laughed before knocking out next to her on the couch.

She left the next morning, her mom yelling at her to come home in Spanish over the phone. I was doing dishes and humming something when the doorbell rang. I opened the door and there he stood. His eyes we their normal color for once as he looked at me. I moved to side, him walking in. He sat in the couch. I say next to him, pulling my hair over my right shoulder.

"How did you find out where I lived?" I asked. He laughed as he grabbed my waist and slid me onto his lap.

"Let's just say I can figure things out pretty well." He said. His hand was holding me by my waist.

"So...why?" I asked. He looked at me confused for a second before coming to a realization.

"I couldn't taken anymore. I haven't had sex in months and you looked hot so I just went for it and you didn't fight back so don't go off on me saying I raped you." He said as I laid back against the arm of the couch, my legs still across his legs.

"I wasn't gonna say anything about rape! But I just want to know why you didn't just ask." I said. He laughed.

"Oh hey I'm Austin, wanna fuck? Now what you have said to that." He said. I rolled my eyes.

"It's better than 'beautiful isn't it?' And take my virginity." I said with my arms crossed. His mouth formed an 'o'.

"I took your virginity? Well not the first time." He said with a laugh. I punched him in the shoulder. His hands rested themselves on my jean-clad legs.

"You liked it though." He said in a sort of asking tone. I rolled my eyes.

"No I was just screaming for no reason." I said sarcastically. He smiled.

"I've actually never made a girl scream before." He said with a smug look on his face. I rolled my eyes for the third time. He laughed and quietly rubbed my legs. He moved them and set them into his shoulder, moving himself between my legs. He moved himself forward, his face really close to mine. He kissed me before laying himself next to me. I moved myself into my side and he wrapped his arms around my waist. His hand went under my floral sweatshirt and cupped my breast.

"I have a question for you." I said. He moved his hand from under my sweatshirt as I turned to him in the couch. He held his head up on his hand, his elbow on the couch.

"Why do your eyes change color?" I asked. He laughed slightly.

"You'll find out in a second." He said with a chuckle. I turned back around, his hand going back under my sweatshirt. His lips touched the back of neck gently.

"Yeah I know it feels good." He said all of a sudden. My eyes shot open.

"So your scared if your dad decides to come home right now. Hmm understandable." He was repeating everything that was running through my mind.

"Yes I am repeating everything that is running through your mind." He said with a laugh. He moved his other hand to my hip, pulling me back into him.

"Well if your gonna think about moaning do it." He said. I let out a moan. I could feel him smiling against my neck. His hand was kneading roughly at my breast.

"Yeah baby it feels good doesn't it?" He asked. I nodded. Oh my god this is amazing.

"Yeah it is and not just for you." He said into my neck. It felt even better than last night.

"Really? I thought last night was pretty fantastic." he said. He moved his other hand under my shirt, both of his hands cupping one. My breasts aren't even that nice why does he have such an interest in them?

"Because I I think they're pretty damn nice." He said. My cheeks heated up with a rosy blush. I wanted him now.

"Then take my clothes off if you want me." He said, his voice dropping an octave. I turned to him, his eyes black. They still give me chills.

"Good." He said before her slammed his lips into mine. I kissed him back, thinking for a second about how everything made sense now.

"How does everything make sense now?" He said pulling away from my lips.

"Just how whenever you stare at someone your eyes change color, you're listening to what they're saying." I said. He nodded and sucked his bottom lip into his mouth. I sat at the edge of the couch.

"Wait how did you find where I live? I never thought about my address or anything." I said. He sat up next to me, pulling my legs into his lap.

"We can communicate in our heads." He said. I rolled my eyes.

"You don't believe me." He said in his head. I looked at him, my eyes wide open.

"We had sex we made some kind of connection so when a psychic and a normal have some kid of connection they connect psychically. So I can hear your thoughts, your heartbeat, and sometimes can feel what you feel. You can do the same now" he explained. I looked at him still so confused.

"Your beautiful." He thought. I smiled, hearing it echo in my head.

"Thank you." I said with a blush.

"We should go on a date sometime." He thought. I smiled.

"We should? Hmm I don't know." I though. He looked at me with a smirk. He rolled his eyes and tackled me to the couch.

"So yes or no?" He asked in his head. I laughed.

"Sure." I said in my head before he smiled and kissed my lips.