Inevitable Fate
Summary: When Isabella Swan wakes up from her transformation, she remembers and recognizes everyone who was in the room with her. All except one, one that mattered the most to her, and yet she cannot remember him at all. Takes place during New Moon.
Chapter One: Transformation
Bella's POV
I stumbled and leaned against a tree trunk. I slid downwards against it and landed heavily on my butt. I was lost. I can't seem to find my way back to the meadow. Maybe it's lost forever. I'm so hopeless. Now wonder Edward doesn't want me anymore.
"Edward..." the name sent pain shooting to my missing heart. Tears started to well up in my eyes and slid down my cold cheeks. Why did Edward leave? Didn't he promise that we were going to be together forever? And that he would love me forever? I knew that was all but a lie. Oh Edward. How can you do this to me? The tears continued coming.
Suddenly, I was aware of a rustling sound coming from the bushes. A beautiful woman emerged from the shadows and advanced menacingly towards me. She had strawberry blonde hair and blood red eyes. A vampire... I thought.
"Come here girly. Oh why are you crying? Come here. Let me make you feel better." She purred. My legs obeyed as I stumbled to her. She smiled victoriously. Suddenly, she whipped her head around and behind her, stood a man in his twenties, with midnight hair and also blood red eyes. That must be her companion. Surprisingly, they started snarling at each other.
"Step away from her." The man said in a deep musical voice.
"This wench is mine. Find a different victim!" The woman snarled back. They lunged at each other. I quickly shut my eyes, not wanting to see the gore. After what seemed to be an eternity, the woman gave out a loud piercing scream. I opened my eyes to see the man burning the remnants of her. Bluish purple smoke spiraled up into the air. I looked up at the man. He was wearing just a simple black shirt that defined his well muscled upper body and a pair of faded jeans along with sneakers. He caught me looking at him and glared.
"What are you doing here Isabella?" He asked me.
"I could ask the same thing. Who are you and how do you know my name? Don't try to lie, but I know what you are. Why did you save me?" I shooted out questions.
He froze and had a mixture of a glare and a frown on his face. He sighed frustratedly.
"I'm not here to kill you. You should go home now. Charlie is about to reach home soon." He said, not answering my questions.
"How do you know so much about me? Are you a stalker?" I asked, fear building up in me. The man did not answer but looked me in the eyes.
Then, I remembered something. Throughout this past eight months, I could always feel someone or something watching over me. Protecting me from the dangers lurking out to get me. There was once when I fell down and hit my head hard onto the kitchen floor. I fainted. When I woke up, I found myself in my room, tucked under the covers on my bed. There was also a glass of water and a few tylenols placed on my bedside table when I woke up. And then before succumbed to sleep, I felt someone brush my lips light.
"It's you. You are my protector aren't you? Who are you?" My eyes widened.
He chuckled softly. "Yes, I'm your protector. My name is Xavier."
"Why? Why are you helping me?" I asked sadly.
He didn't reply and merely looked at the bonfire he created to burn the vampire earlier.
Suddenly, the strangest of thoughts flashed through my mind. I'm sick of hurting myself and everyone. Wouldn't it be better if I just disappeared out of their lives completely?
"Xavier, I have a favour to ask of you." I said softly. Xavier looked at me and raised an eyebrow.
I inhaled deeply and whispered, "Bite me. Change me."
His eyes widened a fraction but the calm and collected expression on his face did not change.
"No." He said curtly. My hopes shattered. I wanted to be changed. I needed to be changed.
"Please, Xavier. I'm begging you. I can't take any of this anymore. I refuse to hurt my loved ones anymore. I think I hurt them enough." I pleaded, tears streaming down from my eyes.
"What has hurt you so bad that you want this, Bella?" He asked sorrow evident in his voice. I looked at him and patted the space beside me softly. He nodded and walked to me. He sat down beside me. I began my story.
By the time I finished, I was crying again but onto Xavier's rock hard cold shoulder. He had an arm around me and was rubbing circles against my back.
"Is that why you want to give up everything? Because of Edward? What about Charlie? Don't you think he would feel depressed about this?" Xavier asked me, looking in my eyes again. Concern was clear in his red eyes now.
"Charlie will be depressed during the first few months but he can live without me. I know I sound selfish but please, please bite me, Xavier." I said pleadingly. I dried my tears from my eyes and cheeks.
"I'll ask you one more time. Are you very sure about this? Are you willing to give up everything to become a vampire?" He asked.
I nodded and he sighed frustratedly.
"Edward wouldn't be happy with this." He tried once more to dissuade me. I shook my head.
"I don't care about him anymore. It's my life, Xavier."
"It seems I have no choice but to comply. Forgive me for the pain, Bella." He said and leaned in. I felt his cold lips pressing onto my neck and he bit me. The last thing I could remember was screaming out in pain as the venom entered my bloodstream and making its way to my heart. Stopping it forever.
A/N: Hey everyone, so this is my first time writing a fanfic of Twilight and I do hope you readers enjoyed it. I kinda stole the idea of Xavier from a story Sparkling Angel by vampvixen01 and I do hope you would not mind. I kinda needed that idea so I'm sorry if you are pissed off. Do tell me what you guys think.
R&R alright? Flames are obviously accepted.
P/S: Oh and uh, I need a beta reader for this. Any volunteers?
Ciao,
Stephanie
