hi! so, i wrote this for barbara, a friend of mine (go check her tumblr; cocksandklainebows, she's awesome) so yeah, read&review!


Blaine looked around. He was scared, didnt know what to do. He turned around, wanting to know if anyone had seen what had just happened. It was an accident. He was angry, he couldn't help it. The gun was just there, in his hand, he didnt even know it was loaded.

He ran.

He ran harder than he ever had. He didnt know where he was going but he already heard the sirens coming his way.

He sped turned left. Then right. Went straight ahead for a couple of miles and turned left again. He ran, a wall. He turned around, he knew it was too late to turn back now. He was .

'Like a bird in a cage' he thought to himself.

He thought about what had happened.

How he came home early. How he saw Kurt's car parked outside their little house they'd bought together. How the smile on his face grew with every step towards the door he took. How he noticed the door was open.

'That's weird' he wondered, Kurt always complained when he forgot to lock it. He opened the door 's when he heard something. he heard a scream coming from upstairs.

'Kurt?' Blaine walked towards the stairs. He heard some faint talking. he could hear one of the voices was kurt's, he didnt recognise the other one. He slowly opened the door to their little bedroom.

He couldn't believe what he saw.

Kurt was there, naked, with a guy that wasn't him.

He saw the shock in Kurt's eyes, an expression that could only be worse in his own hazel ones.

'Blaine, honey. i-... i didn't expect you home so soon.' he said as if that made it any better.

Blaine didn't know what happened but the guy was gone and they were both fighting. He was yelling at Kurt now: 'If you're unhappy, then why don't you talk to me? just don't cheat on me, Kurt!'

He realised he was holding a gun. Kurt said something, he didn't hear it.

Before he could clear his mind a shot was fired.

His vision was blurred by the headlights of car, a policecar, he realised. The small alley filled with light, he watched his hand covered in blood. The policeman stepped out with a loudspeaker in his hand. He was saying things like 'put that gun down' 'don't make this hard for the both of us' Blaine zoned out as he always did when he didn't care about conversations. He raised his other hand, the one supporting the gun. He noticed the other policemen they were pointing guns at him. 'Selfdefence' he thought. They wouldn't need it. He held the gun against his head. 'It was an accident' tears started to form in his eyes. 'That's okay Blaine.' blaine wondered when he'd telled them his name. The entire night was a blur.

'Just put the gun down.'

'I can't live like this! It was an accident, I didn't mean to' his grip tightened.

'I'm sorry Kurt' he said before slowly pulling the trigger.

The policemen slowly lowered their guns as they watched the boy in front of him dropped to the floor.

They didn't even call an ambulance, they didn't even bother.


i'm sorry xx (i feel like i'll be saying that a lot as a way to end my fics) my tumblr; batmansgayfordick