Ashley's POV

*DREAM*


I sat in my room doing my homework, I tried to focus on my work, I really did but I knew what was coming I, knew he was going to take advantage of me. He never was inside of me though, but he loved to make out, Ugh I can't believe I call him dad.

With that I heard my father stumble up the stairs, 21 to his room 12 to mine,

I count in my head

1..

2..

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5..

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Stop………

NO…I screamed in my head,

He walked in, "Look at my smart little flower" he patted my head and sat down. At first he was just doing what he usually did, touch my face, my neck my breast. Sometimes I ask why.

"Lie down hun I'm going to show you something different."

I did as told or the bruise on my arms and legs will be worse. He began with my shirt, Bra, my pants. I was scared. He began to fondle me, my nipples hurt.

"Daddy, stop it, my chest hurts."

"SHUTUP!, your nipples are hard, they don't lie"

He took off my PJ Pants, CRAP! I wasn't wearing undies.

" Airing out for me I see Good" He Slurred at me

He began to touch me in a way none should be touched by their father, at that moment I needed to find a way to get out. That was until my Big brother walked in, NO not with him to. He loved to hurt me too. Ever Since my mom died, they've been taking there anger and sexual needs out on me.

"DAD!, Save some for me" and with that he walked out.

After he was done touching me he did the unthinkable, he took of his pants and boxers. He was stiff. My Own father thrust inside of me.

"AAAAAAAHHHHH" I Screamed


BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

I woke up, my red hair sprawled across my white pillow like fire. I turned over only to see the face I love. Justin Bieber. I could never tell him though. I'm his back up dancer. Some people think that it's weird that a scene girl is a hip-hop dancer, but Justin finds it interesting.

I Could Never Tell Justin I loved him though, I can never let anyone in ever again.

I'm Ashley Wilson, and I'm a rape Victim.

" Ash, …why can't we be more than friends" he asks me with curiosity in his brown eyes, they glisten like a perfect little pearls against the white of the bed.

" Justin," I say while getting out of the bed we share on the tour bus. (an; I believe girls and guys can sleep in a bed and not have sex TAKE THAT MOM!)

" There's so much I want to tell you, but I just….." he cut me off

"THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEHTING, ASH" I yelled " RIGHT NOW PICK SOMETHING,"

"JUSTIN, IF ONLY YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!"

He , pointed for me to sit down, I did. " Ash, I'm sorry I bursted out but, I've known you for 2 years, and I love you.


*FLASHBACK*

*Ashley is 5 years old.*

"Hey Daddy , Darry now that Momy is gone you guys will be here right?"

"yes, I love you honey."


"okay Justin, I'll tellyou, but promise not to see me any different?"

He Smiles and kisses my forehead, "Promise"